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ITS JUST A STUPID BLOG WITH MY STUPID POSTS

2011-12-25T04:01:00.000-08:00

Can you feel what i feel ? Can you see it ?

2011-12-17T01:46:00.000-08:00

Hye readers, stalkers, and haters

Do age makes any difference when being in love {?}

Forget bout it.

Just wanna ask you if you have ever like a person so much, but the thing is, you can't tell that person because you might be afraid of being rejected.

Well, its a little bit hard for me, because that person is always in front of me and telling me stories and yet, he still dint realize that i liked him a lot.

Not being with him or not seeing him for a day , is like not seeing for a year.

He needs to see all the little things that i've done.

But too bad he can't see it :(

On rainy days - Day 3

2011-11-26T04:57:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken rite infront of my house in Desaru after heavy rain came.

It was raining.

It barely stop.

I call the bus driver as i usually do,but he said that there's no bus services for today (friday).

I was like "DAMN!".

Walked through the rain as my class starts at 8:30am and my watch is showing 8:15am.

As i arrived at the college, i was soaking wet but not that wet.

I waited about half and hour inside my class when a lecturer came in and told us that there would be no class as our lecturer is called in sick.

PERFECT! i tell you.

I should have stayed at home LOL

This picture was taken rite before i went walking in the rain *LOL

Monster of All drink(s) Day 2

2011-11-23T23:38:00.000-08:00

Well, after all the hard work on sunny days, i've decided to have a "BUNCH" of drinks.

LOL

I was so damn thirsty, that makes me order almost six drinks.

(boley tak gtu?)

hahah

Restaurant Pak Aziz dont have only good foods, but they also have plenty of good drinks.

I just can't resist it *LOL*

So i drank 6 glasses of different taste of cold beverages.

Naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I was only playing with you guys.

i only ordered one particular drink that i always order when i go and eat anywhere which is TEH-O-AIC a.k.a PLAIN ICE TEA :)

The other 5 drinks are my friends. hehe

IT would be really crazy if i spend all of my money just to buy 6 glasses of drinks.

It is call "WASTING" man !

New hair colour (RED COPPER)

2011-11-23T06:56:00.001-08:00

Well, firstly i wanna say thanks to my lil' bro Edin Anakmama sebab teman kan i hari nie.

Thanks a lot bro :)

This is the new color of my hair and i even trim it a little bit on the sides to make it look more cooler :)

Hehe. Thats all i gotta say.

Gudnite Followers, Likers and Haters :P

My room inn Desaru

2011-11-23T00:56:00.001-08:00

(this is my room in Desaru)

Well, here is a little bit something that i have take to show you people how my room looks like over here.

Its nothing special but to me it looks cute, pretty and comfortable.

I used to have my roomie here but now she is haveng her practical in Johor Bahru.

So, now im practically living alone.

As u can see from the picture above, that is how it looks.

My room is not that BIG nor that SMALL.

Its "JUST NICE" for a single person like me :)

Semata-mata for the"Marrybrown" cup

2011-11-23T00:16:00.000-08:00

(The cutest cup ever)

Hye followers, haters and likers.

Just wanna share this new cup of mine with you people.

I went to MARRYBROWN semata-mata nakkan cawan nih. LOL

I can't resist it.

It looks so pretty in reality.

Love Love Love it . (thats all and goodbye)

Day 1

2011-11-22T18:59:00.000-08:00

Morning follower, readers and haters.

My class starts at 12.30pm today and it is the only class that i have for the day.

Woke up at 10.25am without having any breakfast as i have nothing to eat.

Not feeling so good today.

A bit tired and there's something not rite but i don't wat is it i'm feeling.

I miss my family even more everyday as in Bandar Penawar i'm like living alone.

It supposed to be the two of us living in the same house.

But the friend of mine is overnite-ing almost 3 days now at her boyfriends house.

So i just hope everything will go perfectly well today for me :)

(hoping for the best)

Here's Nothing

2011-11-21T22:39:00.000-08:00

{A window that could lead me to every open door}

Well, here it goes.

I can't really remember when was the last time i updated my own blog.

I don't really have much to say, since i'm here alone in my room with nothing else to do around my college area, I might as well write a little bit of something rather than doing nothing.

It has been 3 days since i've been here in Bandar Penawar a.k.a "The Healing City" LOL.

I had 2 days of horrible sleeps.

It's my 3rd year being here already.

This would be the last semester of mine.

I bet once i leave this place i would cry because it brings back so much memories.

The good and the bad memories that haunts me and happened to me since the first time i was even here .

Soon i'll be leaving the year 2011.

I want to start a new fresh year of 2012 and not repeating the wrong things i've done in 2011.

Now i've got my new boyfriend with me a.k.a Shaq (together since 8 NOV 2011, 12.45am).

I love him with all my heart, and insyaallah nothing could replace him right now .

Now, this is going to be my last and final semester and I have to do it right !

No more games for me.

I need to focus on what my life is going to be in the future.

I hope it will go perfectly for this semester. Amin :)

(wait for me 2012. Please be nice to me)

ADVENTURE AT THE CITY OF LIGHTS

2011-10-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

I HAD GREAT TIME WITH YOU (sky)

2011-10-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

Who would have thought that i would be going out on a date with you. I was so nervous, anxious and excited. i even dont know what to wear, or what to talk about or how would i react. The moment i saw you there, my heart was freaking pounding. It wouldnt slow down or stop, but i acted cool without any expressions LOL. We did have great laughs and talks. We watched a movie calles "The Thing" it was bloody boring movie. But knowing you we're there beside me was awesome. After the muvies, we walked for awhile,but we were still kinda shy,because we're trying our best not to TEASE each other because you love TEASING me. LOL. After that walk, that was the last time i saw you and spoke to you. I actually like you, but i just can't. There's just something pulling me back. Something that ask me not to. I'm freaking afraid. And know, i've been ignoring you, avoiding you. As time goes by, my heart is killing me to see you. But i could only say it to myself. What i did was wrong. But i had to. I swear to GOD that i miss you really bad. But i couldnt possibly do anything. Forgive me. You meant the world to me.

Ps:/ Im sorry (SKY)

KANTOI (COVER)

2011-10-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

SO WHAT THE HELL IF WE ARE FAT ! LOL

2011-10-14T04:52:00.000-07:00

I want to post a shout out to all the big girls out there that no matter how big you are, you can still can play dress up and you are still beautiful even tho you are big. dont bother what people say about you. Just be confident about urself. Learn how to love yourself then loving others. Think about yourself before thinking bout others. Just be you. What im trying to say is that, dont let people make you feel UGLY bout yourself. I just wanna say that u can be beautiful, dont ever let words stop you from doing what you want also. Look at, im big, and not skinny, i can be confident and I dont give a damn what they say bout me. As long as im happy and comfortable than im fine. I cant wear what i want and I can do what i wann do because its my MONEY and its my FREAKIN LIFE ! not theirs :) haha.

"BIG GIRLS YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL"

ENJOY THIS LADIES :))

myconfession

2011-07-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

okay.so,since i xdapat nak say it face to face dengan you and susah untuk u and i berjumpe,i akan tell you or ceritakan everything about how i feel bout you here. after i dah critekn kat you everything, its up to you how u nak react. yang penting, ape pon yang terjadi, i harap i'm still your friend. so here it goes. I LIKE YOU. it has been awhile perasaan "sayang" i towards you nie ade, almost a year. cume i tak tahu macam mana i nak cakap dengan you. i takut youpikir i nie bukan-bukan. i takut kene REJECT jugak. i tak tahu kenape,but there's something about you yang buat i SMILE all the time bile i nampak you or jumpe you walaupon u tak perasan. i'm sorry to say, i nie bukan jenis girls yang u biase nmpk kat luar sane yang hanya pandang pada muke, dan wang. I'M NOT LIKE THAT. i pandang pada perangai seseorang. i tak pandang duit orang tu. i bukan mata duitan. i suke orang tu seada-adanya and i tak akan ubah seseorang itu. i tak nak you pikir i nie tak layak untuk being with you. i tak nak you pikir i nie PERFECT sangat utuk you sebab tu i xlayak untuk ada dengan u.i tak nak you pikir pasal STATUS jugak. i memang "sayang" and "suke" you JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. seriusly, hati nie tak senang selagi tak luahkan apa i rasa. You dah bagi i harapan kat u hari tu bile u cakap nak jumpe i,and bila u cakap "benda yang you buat itu,u tak penah buat and ia adalah pertama kali bagi you".i sangat-sangat happy masa you cakap gitu. i tunggu you 4 jam masa tu. sannggup tak balik sebab excited sangat nak jumpe you, but u LET ME DOWN masa tu. you cakap you ada class. thenm hari yang masa i jumpe you kat terminal malam tu and you hantar i balik i happy giler sebab dapat jumpe you walaupun tak bercakap. i pulak terkejut and terharu bila the next day Arine Romano cakap bende itu sume berlaku bersebab and rupenye malam tu masa i jumpe u kat terminal secara tak sengaje rupenye bukan secare tak sengaja.u datang sebab nak jumpe i and sebab ou worry kenapa i tak balas message you. tapi malangnye semuanye berubah bile semue nie terjadi. tak tawu kenape tapi i rase macam kite makin jauh. i masih berharap kat you.apa pon orang cakap tentang you i tak kesah. lain orang lain cara. lain orang lain perangai nye..tapi tak apa.i akan tunggu u sampai you datang.i akan pegang cinta you sampai satu tahap kat mana i akan "give up" which i harap tak akan berlaku.orang suroh i lupekan you but, semakin i cube nak lupakan you,semakin rase berat untuk i lupekan you. harap you paham sebab hati i memang tak tenang. you tak dapat bayangkan apa yang i tengah hadapi ni. ada yang mengatakan kat i "bagi masa" kat you. so okay, i akan bagi masa kat you sampai u datang jumpa i. i cuma ada brapa lama sahaja kat sini. i tak nak terlepas.

couldthisbe?

2011-07-03T20:40:00.000-07:00

could this be? could be this be the moment that i've been waiting for almost a year? i'm nervous yet excited. is he going to pour his feelings towards me ? is he letting me keeping his heart ? is it is it? but what if all the things that i'm thinking is wrong. what if the point of him meeting me is nothing actually? but he said that "things that he is about to do today wold be the first time for him and it had never happened before". HOMAIGOD (!) what could it be? im anxious to know but yet scared. I hope the moment i see him today changes everything. does he has the same feelings like i had towards him. AM I HOPING TOO MUCH ? lol. what if its true? lol. i'm going crazy rite now. damn. PLEASE HELP ME lol. im going insanely insane :))

SINIS SMILE

2011-06-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

well,this is me having a life,and guess what?! i already do have a life and its perfect for me (!)

so BE IT (!)

Currentupdatesandissues

2011-05-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

CHAPTER 1

It has been awhile since i last updated any posts. I've been busy lately. I've just got back from a 17 days vacation overseas and guess what,i only got 1 day to pack my things and head back to my campus LOL. its kinda crazy year and month for me i guess plus my little brother have to apply or sign up for he's intake for UiTM which where he has to get back to Malaysia earlier than me my mom and my sister. So he got back to Malaysia alone where my mom could only send him off at the airport only. Thats kinda sad. My mom was crying most of the time. But we did enjoyed the Holiday.

CHAPTER 2

Now i've got back from Aussie. I'm already in college. Edin is already in the same college as me. I've got a few stuff to settle like my course registration and all with the online registration and manual registration. There is freaking a lot of procedures that needs to be done. And yet, i also have to bare with the freaking HOT weather here. geeeeezzzzsssss (!)

CHAPTER 3

I'm lately confuse with my feelings. There's this 'Person' i like recently, he's the type that fits into my LIST OF PERSONALITY I WANT IN A GUY. I have a CRUSH on him i guess so (!) The reason why i like him is maybe because he's very soft spoken, cool, friendly, helpful, caring, loving, awesome, cute, funny and lovable. But the thing i'm not sure if he's the one. I want to tell that person but i couldn't because i'm afraid of rejections i guess. I think for the timing i should just keep quite and keep it to my self and act normal around him i guess. Every time i'm around him, my heart would pound so fast LOL. Is that normal ? I guess not. haha. But i wonder if he likes me that way. Would he? will he? should he? LOL. I'm going crazy because i FUCKING care about this particular person. I dunno. Sometimes i feel like he likes me because of some of the little things he said. But maybe its just a feeling of mine. Maybe i'm just dreaming about it. hahah

CHAPTER 3

Now, currently i fought with CINE (!) again (!) as usual andnow he's ignoring me.as usual. Sometimes he also makes me feel like a bunch of trash being thrown away after being used. urghhh. kinda miss him also. But biarlah, i'm tired. bored of it. pffffttttsss i'm going to stay quite.

AT THE WEDDING

2011-05-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

what else could we do at 11am in the morning when there
are barely no one at the wedding place but your
yourself.
PICTURES (!) hahah
this is the most awesome pictures + crazy
of us that i LOVE most :))

( me + EDIN )

this is our or my newest family members
and the closes :))
we love him so much like our own family :)
he's COOL + AWESOME + SHY = CUTE (!)
Love you always :)

(MOM and MUSTAMI and us)

(me and my sister Safynaz)

Credit to Hariz for taking this photo :)

( Syed Syahir and Suhil )

LOL dont they just look the same (?) haha
i think they do.
i guess thats what you get for being cousins :)
they both are just adorable CUTE hehe

(The groom is my cousin :) )

Two days before the wedding ceremony was the IJAB KABUL.
And yesterday 1 May 2011 was THE DAY.
it was their WEDDING CEREMONY (!)
they both we're looking great and damn happy.
even tho they look happy on the outside,we would never
know how they felt in the inside.
nervous feeling maybe heheheh :)
I wish them both all the best forever till death tore them apart :)
make cute babies LOL :))

KIM HYUN JOONG hottieeeee

2011-04-24T06:23:00.000-07:00

KIM HYUN JOON

omg, since i started watching korean drama BOYS OVER FLOWERS, im now obsessed with Kim Hyun Joong the singer that is famous from SS501. i've been youtubing him since the day i saw him on BOF lol. :) His dance, his moves, his voice and his personality is so freakin awesome (!) he's like a drug to me for this time.

imy

2011-04-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

it has been almost 6 months since we last talk to each other having conversations about anything. i couldn't erase the good memories about me and you until now. if i were in a room alone, i would take my time sitting and thinking of the precious memories i had with you. i really missed that moments. i should have stopped thinking bout you but i can't. i can't because your memory and mine is still leaving inside of me. i should have stopped loving you but i'm still loving you. i've tried a lot of things and ways to erase you from my mind but you keep coming back in my head. sometimes i feel, is it worth it. is it worth thinking of you. rite now i'm missing you alot. sometimes i feel like i want you back but i know it would never happen. we both have lived our separate ways. its just the feeling of wanting you couldn't get out of my mind. i don't really know what happened to me making me trying to avoid you, making me not talking to you. i wish everything could go back in reverse. make it reverse so that i could make the wrong things go rite. all my time when i was with you,i kept on hoping that we could last forever but it din't. i wish you were infront of me so that i could explain everything and hoping we could talk our hearts out. talking about things we should have talked about without any secrets anymore. i really wish rite now you we're beside me as you always did. annoy me as you always did. i miss that alot. I MISS YOU A LOT. comeback. i hope you are the same i person i knew the first time i saw you cause i never change. im still who i am.

HARDEST PART OF ME IS LEAVING YOU

2011-04-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

pekara yang paling sukar untuk aku lupakan and tinggalkan adalah kawan-kawan aku yang aku sayang selama ini. aku tak tahu apa yang telah terjadi pada kita orang sejak kebelakangan ini. Mungkin aku yang salah. Mungkin aku lah masalah bagi kau orang semua. Jadi keputusan akhir aku adalah aku pilih untuk duduk luar berjauhan dari kamu orang semua. Aku kalau boleh tak nak tinggalkan kau semua, tetapi mungkin masa dah sampai untuk aku tinggalkan kau. Ini adalah keputusan yang paling sukar untuk aku buat. aku tak lupa kan semua benda yang telah berlaku sama-sama antara kita semua. Lawak, sedih, senang dan aku kurang pasti tentang susah. sejak kebelakangan ini, aku terasa sangat dengan korang, tetapi di sebabkan aku sayang korang sangat-sangat dan aku rasa korang adalah kawan aku, akuu buat endah tak endah sahaja dengan perasaan aku. aku mungkin nampak kuat di luar tapi kalau kau tengak betul-betul, aku nie manusia yang mempunyai perasaan sama sahaja dengan korang. Apa agaknya salah akau sampai korang buat aku macam ni. korang sanggup dengar kata-kata orang yang dianggap sebagai musuh korang dan orang yang kau takuti dan benci untuk buat benda yang memang salah untuk kenakan aku. Aku ni yang selama back-up korang dari perempuan tu,lepas tu macam ni korang buat aku? hurmm..tak pe lah korang. Apa-apa pon,aku kat sini bukan nak membebelkan benda-benda ni kat kau. Benda dah berlaku, aku pon tak boleh nak buat apa-apa dah. Aku pon dah wat keputusan keluar rumah. Sekarang ni adalah masa untuk aku memulakan hidop baru tanpa korang dalamnya atau tanpa korang bersama. :( agak sedih tapi nak buat macam mana. aku hanya boleh diam dan buat seolah-olah tak ada apa-apa yang berlaku. Korang jangan risau, walaupon aku tak ada kat dalam satu rumah dengan korang, tak semestinya aku akan melupakan korang selama-lamanya. korang lah sebahagian dari nyawa aku sampai mati. aku sayang korang sangat-sangat dan aku mintak maaf sebab akau terpaksa keluar rumah dan tinggalkan korang. Sekarang nie aku perlu berdiri untuk diri aku sendiri tanpa pertolongan korang semua. dan aku harap korang pon boleh lakukan benda yang sama. jangan sampaikan orang injak-injak kepala korang dan jadi kan korang macam kuli. Korang perlu menegakkan pendirian korang jugak pada perkara yang benar dan perkara yang salah. kawan tu,kalau boleh pilih yang wangi jangan pilih yang busuk kalau korang paham maksud aku. Sayang korang semua (!) dan akhir skali aku nak mintak maaf kan SYAFIQAH JOHARI sebab aku ada buat salah dengan kau sampai kau terasa mamcam aku mengungkit segala benda tetapi aku tak pernah mintak balik segala benda yang kau pernah mintak kat aku. sorry PIKA. Sorry sebab bawak moto PIKA sekali selama ni. lepas nie aku tak akan ganggu kau dengan moto kau sekali. Sayang korang semua. :'(

THIS IS FOR YOU BITCH J.J (!)

2011-04-08T00:48:00.000-07:00

ohhhh,,so all this time,kau lah JALANG yang menyebabkan bende nie semua berlaku. Hey minah J.J (!) kau ingat kau sape ? Kau ingat aku nie kebulur sangat nak berkawan dengan kau. Harap je lah semayang 5 waktu tapi perangai macam cibei (!) haha tolong lah. Kau ingat budak-budak or kawan-kawan sekeliling kau tu nak berkawan ngan kau ? haha HARAMJADAH die orang tak nak kalau boley. Paling-paling pon dia orang cakap kat aku yang dia orang menyesal kenal ngan kau. Kau lah orang yang selalu menyusah kan hidup dia orang. Please lah, kalau nak suroh orang jangan layan aku,kau cermin kan diri kau dulu. Sebab kau lah orang yang patot di pulau kan. Engkau tu, stakat di guna mati-mati oleh kawan kau jer. Sape yang boleh tahan ngan kau. Sorang pon tak tahan. huhu wey minah J.J tak ade sape yang kalau boley nak dekat dengan engkau. Kau tu memang selalu kena cakap belakang oleh orang-orang di sekeliling kau. Kau ingat kau dah ada kereta kau dah handal sangat lah.hahha. tak kebulur lah aku dengan kereta kau. Walaupun aku ni orang yang jarang nak beribadat, aku punya perangai tak ada lah macam kau yang nak memburuk-burukkan orang, mengapi-apikan orang and nak suroh orang ikot orang buat pekara taik macam kau. Aku bersyukur aku dah keluar rumah jauh dari kau. Jadi tak payah lah aku nak menghadap muka kau yang baget lawa (bukan lawa pon) dan perangai kau yang macam sial yang selalu menyakitkan hati orang lain dan melukakn hati budak2 rumah. Gara-gara kau hidop dia orang agak seksa. Kau tengok jer lah nanti J.J bila kau dah habis college. Aku boley confirm kat kau memang kau lah orang pertama yang akan dilupakan oleh orang yang kau ingat rapat dengan kau (!) Aku memang nak tunggu jer saat tu bila dah sampai. Naseb lah orang macam aku nie tak macam engkau (!) Kau kelompok itu je. Kau xkan kemane lah. Kau tengok lah nanti. Setakat CGPA jer tinggi pastu perangai macam SAMPAH dan HAMPEH tak sape yang nak kat kau lah. And by the way, kau tu dah DITIPU BUTA-BUTA oleh pakwe kau yang kau memuja sangat tu. haha. apa sey (!) fyi,kau GOOGLE lah kat internet,mane ader line CELCOM dekat INDONESIA. lepas tu, kalau memang lah pakwe kau tu sayang kau, dia tak akan BLOCK kau kot kat FACEBOOK. kalau kau maseh tak nampak lagi, memang sah-sah kau memang BUTA, BODOH dan KEBULUR JANTAN (!) so,cermin kan lah diri kau sebelum nak menyindir-nyindir or mengata-kata or jadi BATU API (!) sebab bila kau mati, kau lah orang pertama yang kene jilat dengan API NERAKA (!) and btw, AKU TAK TAKOT LAH DENGAN KAU.KAU BUKAN SIAPA2 PON BAGI KAU BITCH (!) Yang Benar Izni Kaiyisah Alsagoff :)

OVERNITE

2011-03-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

i guess it has been a month since i last updated my blog. i have been quite busy with my college assignments and some events that i had to handle myself. i only have more or less to say here. If you see this particular picture above her, it was taken by me at 5:30am in the morning, location : MCDONALDS PETRONAS skudai. LOL. it was the first time we, the girls hangout together till late nite (overnite). to me it was a freakin awesome experience at it was the craziest thing and dumb-mess thing that we have done. LOL. the crazy part is where we din't even sleep at all,, we;ve arrived home at 6:30am. we cleaned ourselves up, took a quick shower, dressed up and then head for college. our eyes look identically like panda's. even panda's have cute eyes. but us, we have the opposite of eyes figure LOL. but event tho it was tiring for us, it was a great an awesome experience that i wish could happen any time soon (!)

dontstopthemusic

2011-02-14T20:02:00.000-08:00

:: HB ArineRomano

2011-02-14T06:58:00.000-08:00

HB ArineRomano

I would like to take this opportunity to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my newest friend i love most ARINE ROMANO (!) your turning 20 this year.huhu.your getting older :) i've known you for almost 4 months now. I hope to know you for another 75 years LOL :)) i doakan you murah rezeki, panjang umor, kesenangan dalam hidup di dunia dan di akhirat. Hoping that your day will be as special as you are (!) Count your life by smiles not tears,count your age by friends not years :)May the years continue to be good to you (!) Soooo,,i know you akan celebrate your birthday with your family this Tuesday on 15 February 2011,,i nk cake (!!!!!!!) heheh :P what ever it is, dont forget to wish what you want and dont forget me,,hehe i still want that cake okay :)) haha I hope your day is blessed with happiness and joy :) This is a special birthday wish that comes with LOVE to you, it brings warm and heartfelt thanks for all the thoughtful things you do,it also come to let you know you mean more to me each day and to everyone your lives have touched in such a loving way. IM GLAD TO KNOW YOU AND TO HAVE YOU AS A FRIEND. "old fart young heart" lol. sooo,,, HAPPY BIRTHDAY darl (!) love ya :))

::TaggyforNINI

2011-02-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

saya disini ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kaseh kepada ARTINI MALEK keran telah member saya OWL in. Saya sangat terharu dengan hadiah yg diberikan ini. thank you nini (!) i love you. i sunggoh tak sangka you beli ni untuk i :)) masa u bagi i,i cannot berhenti senyom (!) i akan sentiasa hargai benda yang you bagi ni NINOT (!) :)) hehe happy sangat.

special thanks to you babe (!) :)

SPECIALLY FOR YOU (!)

2011-02-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

KISSES AWAY (!)

this picture up here is my two closes friends since the first time i step my foot in BANDAR PENAWAR. they have always been there for me. we laugh togather, eat togather , went to class to gather and obviously we dont take a bath togather hahha LOL.i sayang mereka2 ini. i dont know what would i do without them. actually,in this picture,there's supposed to be a another person but she couldnt be there.too bad.her name i NOORAIN bit TOHIT :)) loosing them in my life would be the hardest. i couldnt bare to see them leave at all. this picture was taken rite before our last class of the 3rd semester. :)) i love you guys (!)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS

the year of the rabbit.it is said that is the year where all problems would develop.i dont know how far is it true LOL. but rite now im facing a lot of problems.omg (!) its chaotic (!) but on the other hand i got lucky,i got RM50 worth an angpou.thanks to Uncle Chen :) hahha.thanks alot (!) he's the best :)

well,i would to introduce to you people that this is ARINE ROMANO (!)

we've become close since the last 3rd semester break.we know each other,kenal,tp kalau nampak mesti akan semyum.Then,masa cuti kita orang start rapat.W started to talk dekat FACEBOOK. facebook was a big help. it was the thing that makes our relationship become closer in time :) knowing her was the best. she's like another version of me but in a different way. we understand each others meanings, stories, feelings and many more. i like her way. she a person who like to thing outside of the box. she's so cool (!) i know she cares bout me. we talk often. we share things :) she's the kinda of friend yang tak berkira. thats why i love her. obviously she's pretty. being friends with her is like i've known her my whole life (seumur hidup). i akan sentiasa hargai persahabatan antara i dengan dia. i dont care what people say about us being friends. bugger off. so what if i want to be friends with her. so what if she dressed up cooler than you people. its your lost because of not being friends with her,she's a cool and kind person. she's not PREJUDICE (bukan seserorang yg suke judge orang yg belom dikenali) she's a sweet person if you get to know her better. any one who dares try to kacau dia or her life,it would be a big mistake for you (!) mwhahaha.

ps:/ sayang you ARINE (!)

THE TEORI

2011-02-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

Its has bee along time since i last updated my blog. this past few weeks i've been trying to balance back my life. everything seems okay now. so now im going to start blog post for this month and this particular day about my perception about homosexuality. if you can see, one of the girls who is in the same gender relationship would mostly look like guys. And sometimes you could see hot and pretty girls end up having in a relationship with the same gender just different dressing which one would act like a guy and dress like one. Teori i adalah bahagian perempuan yg memainkan peranan sebagai perempuan in the relationship hanya berminat dekat the other girls is most probably only because perempuan itu rupa macam lelaki. percayalah,ada certain girls ini kalau dressup macam laki,memang HOT giler. Kadang2 you yg straight orang nyer boley terjatuh hati kat orang tu sebabkan rupa dia sahaja. so what im trying to say here is that 60% of the girls are only interested at the second party just because they look like hot guys and because of their looks.thats what i thought

ps:/ no hard feelings.its just my TEORI and OPINION. :)

excusemebitch (!)

2011-01-15T07:58:00.000-08:00

you dont need to menyindir org or malukan mmber2 of mine sampai tulis kat dalam BLOG (!)omg (!) you think you think your good enough being a person (?) LOL face yourself in the miror lah before you say about people.OMG,u think with your fuckin cgpa and you dont have repeat paper you gonna success in life lah.ader yang extend and repeat paper lebih berkejaya dari org yg ade pangkat masters.haha.LOL .FUCK you lah bitch.Your not that good okay.In malay we call "PRASAN LEBEY PUNYER MINAH".Hello,who do u think you are nak sindir-sindir orang lain.You xperlu lah nak pandang rendah kat orang lain.You pown bukan handal mane pown.Tahlah kaki rampas laki orang.Tak sedar diri.Prasan lebih. i mmg menyampah kalau girl nie "GEDIK".kau mmg gedik.Bajet bagus.Hello,ur not dat cool okay.dont ever try to fit in because you cannot be fitted (!) ade nak menyindir-nyindir member orang.fuh (!)please deyh.its ok,maybe this time you terlepas,next time,i'll make sure you wont get away with this.so you better beware."CERMIN KAN DIRI" lol.dumb bitch (!)and fyi,jgn nk berlagak mcm ade everything,stakat ader this and that and handphone handal wat aper tapi prangai HODOH mcm SI bin AL wat ape (!) haha orang mcm you kene dipergunakan saja. takpe takpe. "ADA UBI ADA BATAS,ORG BABI MCM YOU KENA BALAS".

p/s: i'm not afraid of you lah.not being friends ngan you pown i tak rugi.ade yang lebey baik dari you kot out there.pffffftttttt (!)YOU DIPANGKAH OLEH I (!)

The End of 2010

2010-12-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

Well,Goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011 (!)oh 2010,there's just too many memories in those years.there are ups and downs.there's the fight.the fun.the relationship.the break up.the new friends.the experience.there is just too much.hurmm,so 2011 is coming,i have to make new plans for this new year.i need to change from good to the best.i need to be more focus on things this year.no more BABY relationships.its horrible.the one thing i use to wish for is to go back time.since i cant reverse back time,i'll focus on whats in the future.i'll promise u all that this coming up semester in college is going to be more awesome than ever.i need to focus on my goals and my studies.im going to move on now.one more time i'll say GOODBYE to 2010.take all the bad and good dreams and keep it.i dont need them.i need new ones now.i need a new head LOL.hehe.im dying to see what is going to happpen in the future.it would be a Hell of a new life and stories for me to find out soon.GOD(!) wish me luck.

Thatstheendofourstory

2010-12-16T00:02:00.000-08:00

i guess it just dint work out.well,thats the end of our story i guess.3 months awesome.ups and downs crazy fun relationship.it was a great experience.hehe.hope to find a new one.now im free like a bird.no need to worry bout anything.yes,it hurts.but it will pass by soon.Insyaallah.heheh

Blank

2010-12-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

it has been 2 days and there is still

nothing.

RockMelt ROCKS (!)

2010-12-08T04:24:00.001-08:00

this are one of the most AWESOME web browser ever (!)

ROCKMELT ROCKS TO THE MAX (!)

hahah :)

its easy and fun to use.thanks to my newbie ARINE who showed me this web browser :)

THOSE DAYS

2010-12-08T02:25:00.000-08:00

i use to remember those days when u would send long text messages or emails saying "i Love you" or "i miss you" so many times.you would be the one who would send early morning text messages before i do.ur like my early morning drug waking me up with a smile everyday when i see ur messages.now,now everything has changes.i think you change.i felt like u dint even want to text me.now, i have to wait all day infront of my phone waiting for you to reply even tho its late.i would even say its ok when i know its not.im tired of waiting.it has been 3 weeks since the last time i saw your face.maybe i miss you too much that makes me so angry with you.coz i cant see u.and guess what,there's not once u said,"dah lame xjumpe u,i really want to see you.i miss you".i guess u dont care.if you had asked,even tho i cant, i would try my best to see you u know (!)but,i wonder,would you even do the same (?) i guess not.i never even ask for anything,i dint ask for ur money,or things,all i want is you.sometimes you make me feel like im not important at all.you always said u did not give enough but u actually u gave more than enough.there's just certain things u dont see yet.you know i still LOVE you even tho we're in a fight or watsoever.i still need you.even when i say i turn off my phone,but i would still turn it on after awhile and turn it on again just to see if you still text me.i lied bout i dont care.i do care.even i dont say i miss you,i actually miss you.i just dint say it.sometimes i tried not to text you coz i was afraid you might get bored and tired of having me sending text messages to you.most people said that boys are often tired of texting.hurm..days just turn to hours.and its just a moment before they go.guess wat sayang? on the 10th DICEMBER 2010 stating that it would be our 3 months relationship already.u know that? :) u are mu longest boyfriend i have ever been with.and I LOVE YOU.know that.

DOOMSDAY

2010-12-07T08:52:00.000-08:00

damn i'm freakin' funckin' nervous LOL.only a couple of days away until DOOMSDAY.which is to me, the 'doomsday' is the day where our University final examination results is coming out.GOD i'm so damn scared.Felt like running away or disappear.LOL my worst and greatest fear is my examination results.i've repeated two papers before and dont wat it to happen again.GOD please help me.i feel like peeing on the bed rite now.wherever i go, what ever i do, my mind keeps on thinking bout it.grr..DOOMSDAY DOOMSDAY why cant you just go away.haha.Only 2 days left until the 10th of DICEMBER 2010 comes along.fuhh (!)wish me luck people.wish me so i get the best in everything :)

WHATs THE USE OF CARING ANYMORE

2010-12-07T07:53:00.000-08:00

i dont care anymore.even if ur fading away
i would have expected it

Your My Happiness

2010-12-06T03:30:00.000-08:00

this are my new groups of friends.they are the one who almost makes me happy all the time.they are protective , caring , loving and sporting people. they love to make me laugh too (!) dats y i love them. they are like my own brothers and sisters.togather we are one.we look for each others back.in this picture above, you can see, EDIN the shy and adorable one but yet funny. SERINA the tough one,very fun to be with and to talk too. NADIA , the new kid that is sweet looking and nice plus friendly. and last but not least is my brother SYAHIR , the cute one LOL.bhahha.i could almost laugh everytime i say that he's cute.bhaha.my LOVE for them is so big.if anybody try to hurt them, then I'LL KILL YOU (!) haha nothing compares to the joy that they bring.Im not saying that the others outside there makes me smile.they do.but not as often as they do. :) and last but not least i would never forget,the one who has always been there for me,listening to my mumbles and problems and stupid stuff i say and on the other hand is the person who likes to bully me mostly all the time which is 'EUAN WONK'. your the best funny cool crazy sporting caring friend i ever had (!) and i'll always cherish that :)you know that i'll be there for you even tho i sometimes gets confuse to wat ur saying.but i can listen at the same time. And i also would not forge the most important person that is already part in my life which is you 'KHAIRUL a.k.a KAYROL' i love you more than you could ever imagine if you realise that.

you guys are the story of my life that will never ends nor disappear

muffin love

2010-12-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

Perfect Nightmare

2010-11-29T08:34:00.000-08:00

i admire you and your girlfriend

2010-11-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

this guy is so sweet.i love to read his and her post everytime.terharu sometime.i could see how in love they are.
shouting to the world saying that his girlfriend is the best.
so sweet :)

wanted to but never before

2010-11-29T08:09:00.000-08:00

have you ever feel needed by someone so much (?)
have you ever feel so loved by someone (?)
have you ever feel if you are so important to someone (?)
have you ever wish someone would say he/she would never let you go(?)
have you ever hear you are the only one for him/her (?)
does he/she ever appreciated what you give or get (?)
did you ever feel like he/she always makes your world goes round (?)
do you ever wish that he would shout to the world that your the best(?)

the thing is.i've never feel all of this.still hoping.

funny stuff

2010-11-27T10:21:00.000-08:00

LOL.look at wat technology does to us.hahha.very funny
;)

my idol hair

2010-11-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

damn i love her hair (!) ;)

HARRY POTTER 7

2010-11-24T06:25:00.000-08:00

the movie was ok.but a bit boring for the first part.
i cant wait for the second part to come.i wanna watch with him.
man (!) being with him today was the happiest moments of my life.watching him and looking at him making my heart melt.i wish that the movie dint end so fast because i want to hold you longer.felt like not wanting to let you go LOL.thanks sayang for today.you make me happy. I LOVE YOU SAYANG (!)forever and always.
=')

things you need to know about me

2010-11-23T01:35:00.001-08:00

things you need to know (!)

i am who i am
i love to dressup
u may see me like im ok.but i may be broken inside
im a caring person if you get to know me better
im easily bruised
i like to keep my problems to myself
i like shopping.
i LOVE sweet things as i have SWEET TOOTH lol =)
dont really like arguments or fights (!)
i'll always be true to the person i LOVE
im an internet freak.i could be infront of the computer FACEBOOKING, YM, BLOGGING all nite long without any sleep ;D
sometimes easy to become JEALOUS of something
i LOVE to make friends
i have my own past that hurts me too.it SUCK's (!)
i fight for my rites (!)
i HATE....... CLUBBERS, DRINKERS , CHEATERS, LIERS, BIKERS, FUCKERS and JERKS (!)
i love the fact of being in love with someone
i believe in LOVE
i believe love after Marriage
i love CATS and other animals
I LOVE TO DREAM (!)
im a person who dont really like to disturb other people's PRIVACY
i Love my FAMILY. FRIENDs. BOYFRIEND =)
i like to laugh at peoples jokes.i love to laugh.

ps: if you dont like the way i am so *Bugger OFF (!)

WEBCAM CRAZIES

2010-11-23T01:11:00.001-08:00

i had the most fun ever.they make me smile ;)

WHO YOU ARE

2010-11-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

my list

2010-11-18T23:44:00.000-08:00

1. end my jelousy

2. be serious but not too serious

3. no flirting

4. learn to trust him

5. love him more

6. give more attention

7. throw way the feeling of doubt

8. concentrate on making him happy

9. never stop ANNOYING him lol

10.believe

=.='

2010-11-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

What i've done (?)

now i guess im known as the girlfriend who makes things even worst.

i guess i am.

HAPPY

2010-11-18T03:36:00.000-08:00

Its Not Too Late

2010-11-18T03:08:00.001-08:00

So Big

2010-11-17T22:11:00.000-08:00

Love it-----> 0_0'

I dont Need

2010-11-17T21:51:00.000-08:00

fyi.i dont need your money,your jewels, your rings or gifts.the only thing i need is YOU.i dont need anything else.i just want to know that you'll always be there for me.and i just wanna know that you will always LOVE me.and accept me for who i am.i just want you to be happy when you are with me.and i want YOU to know,there's never a minute or second i've stopped thinking bout you.i always think bout you.

TUESDAY's =)

2010-11-17T20:14:00.000-08:00

tuesday.it was the best day i ever had coz i get to be with you.i love being with you.i love everything you do.i always felt PROUD holding your hands even when people r staring. FUCK THEM.LOL but i wasn't that happy to some of the things i see.you brought a friend of yours, and your friend brought a girl which wasn't his actual girlfriend. i wasnt happy to see it.cheating?come on.i guess you just knew the girl,but..already holding hands after that?i disagree.and when i ask you who is she to him,and you go I DONT KNOW.and you we're laughing coz u think what he's doing is funny.but I DONT THINK SO.i wanted to say it but i cant.but after what i saw maybe had made me a little bit scared and wondering if...wondering if you would do the same thing behind my back without me knowing?and do you feel the same way how i felt for you?

its a relief I GUESS (!)

2010-11-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

LOL.i finally say how i feel just now and it was a relief.

but i guess maybe he was rite also.i told him everything.

maybe not all but some of it.He said when he already starts to LOVE me and now im the one who's doubting him.i guess its my fault.i just think too much bout it.i have to learn how to trust him more.damn dat time i realize how much he loves me when he says that.damn im STUPID lol.now im going to change my negative feelings to positve.DAMN I LOVE YOU DORK (!) your the first and the last for me.No one else in my heart except for u SAYANG.i'll cherish u forever and always.i'll try to make better days out of it.ur ONE IN A MILLION. sorry again

Rihanna part 2

2010-11-08T02:32:00.000-08:00

GRENADE (!)

2010-11-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

Day Two

2010-11-07T01:07:00.000-07:00

2.Famous people that im compared to.

one of the famous people that i've been compared to is

Rihanna i guess.i think it because i have hair like her's.

hehe.i'm quite a big fan of Rihanna's style for crying out loud. :)

I also have the same red hair as her's but the color is fading

LOL because i use cheap brands heheh.

but its worth it tho ;)

Rihanna RAWKS (!)

Nightmares (!)

2010-11-05T22:13:00.000-07:00

this bad dreams.this nightmare is starting to hunt me last night.

the dream i dreamed felt so real.i was so real that

i ran into tears.i couldn't wake up.i tried to wake up but i'm stuck.

i hate the dream.why i hate about the dream because there were u

in it.i dreamed that u left me.u said u cannot be with me.

and that i'm the reason that things happen to him.

and you said that to my face.my heart dropped and scattered into pieces.and i could feel it broken and scattered ever where.

it kills me inside.i can feel my own tears running down my face

as u said ur leaving me.even when i woke up,i'm still crying.

i'm damn scared you know(!) i don't want to risk anything to loose you.would you the same for me or am i doing this alone?

am the only one who's taking all the risk to save our relationship?

would you let me go?cause i dont want you to let me go.

i'm frightened to death rite now.

i dont want this nightmare to ever happen to me again.

OMG!

2010-11-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

this feeling.again and again and again i feel.why wont it jus go away for GOD's sake.i hate it.i dont want this doubt.make it go away.

this feeling of anger, jealousy all mix togather.

sometimes i feel i wish i wasn't here rite now.

but im already here.and i have to bare with it

live with it.is this normal actually.having this kinda feeling?

i wonder.am i the only one who feels like this?

i tried not to care but it cant.

it still wants to stay there.

i hope it will go away soon.

Day One

2010-11-04T20:39:00.000-07:00

1.The person i like and why i like that person

i like H.i couldn't say out his name so i just use his initials.if you people wants to know who he is then you have to figure it out yourself.the reason why i like that person is because he makes me laugh all the time.everything i like he likes.we almost like the same thing.the song i love is the songs he also likes to listen to.he's mentally crazy LOL.he loves photography.that is one of the things we have in common.he loves taking pictures:) we talk about the same thing.we share stories to gather.he's a good listener.he tried to make me happy when im feeling down.he's the same age as my age,but i feel like he's a big brother to me.H makes me feel good of myself ;) H is a cool person.H is a caring person. and i

2010-11-04T08:09:00.001-07:00

LOL foolish cartoon's

A year Without RAIN ;)

2010-11-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

KISSING YOU ;)

2010-11-03T20:43:00.000-07:00

2010-11-03T19:14:00.000-07:00

LOL this is quite funny to me

;)

Room Wall

2010-11-03T04:20:00.001-07:00

i will always remember them until i die

=')

Heart Vacancy

2010-11-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

FUNNY+STUPID

2010-11-03T01:04:00.000-07:00

Higher

2010-11-02T05:11:00.001-07:00

iwantyoutofeelthatwaytowardsme

2010-10-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

yes.i want u to care about what i do.i want to care who i go out with.i want you to disturb me all the time even tho if i'm busy.i want you share with me everything.i want you to be mad if i do something wrong or something you dont like.i want you to take care of me.i want you to care about what ever i do.i dont want you not to care who i go out with or what im not suppose to do.i dont want you to be a statue who dont bother about what ever i do and keep on saying i dont care.i want you to show me whats right when im wrong.guide me.i want you tell me when you are angry with me.i dont want you to keep your feelings to yourself.im all yours.i want to know that you'll be there to protect me.i want you to be the person who wipes off my tears when it falls.i want you to be the person who could make me smile even tho im already smiling.i want you to be the person who could makes me feel better.i love it when you are worried bout me.it makes me feel better,it fills up my empty space when you are worried bout me.coz i know u love me.and i already know i love you.i want you to feel all of these jealous,anger,happy,worried and love towards me.im drunk on hope on you rite now.can you be this person?

unfortunatelyforme

2010-10-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

am i the only one?am i the only one who really missed you?am i the only one who say's that i wish i could be with u 24/7?if u get wat i mean.am i the one who needs you?am the only one who really loves u?am i the only one who wants to meet you?am the only one who kept asking that i want to meet or see you?AM I THE ONE WHO KEPT TELLING YOU THIS?unfortunately i guess so.

don'twantitending (K.E)

2010-10-23T06:14:00.000-07:00

people always ask me what is my greatest fear?what am i afraid of?what is my fear?

1. im afraid of loosing one of my family member
2. im afraid of being away from my family actually
3. now,my new greatest fear is being away from the one i LOVE which is HIM

im afraid of being away from him actually.if only i could stick with you always and everyday but i cant.i hate this feeling of doubt bout my love for you.sometimes i feel im fading away from you.Am i fading away?Are you fading away?I dont know what to do.I could give you anything just to make you happy.i would do just anything just for you to stay with me.i have never lost hope on you.You know i would try my best to be there for you.i'll never leave you even there are hard times.i know that your past hurts you the most,but i want to be the person that can heal your past.i want to be the one that makes you happy.i dont want to be the one who makes thinks worst.seriously,rite now,your the only one on my mind and no one else.and i dont want that feeling of you to be only one ends.i accepted for you.just the way you are.i LOVE you for you.i Accepted you with all my heart.i want you to know that.Dont bother what people say bout you.FUCK them.Who cares.Thats their problem.their JEALOUS coz i got u.or maybe because they're too UGLY or too STUPID.LOL.I got you.You have to know that.I got your back.You just have to believe me on this.You have to trust me.I know your past hurts you,but i will always be here to make you feel better.Like you always say you dont know how to pujuk people.but to me,u actually know how,u just couldnt see it yet.im so in love with you,that i would rather keep my angry feelings to myself so that there would be no fights.coz i hate fight.your the only reason y i am here rite now.and today and hope forever.i'll be here for you.stay for me.dont leave me.i DONT WANT IT ENDING.I DO LOVE YOU.always.you'll always be my number one.

iwonder

2010-10-19T03:28:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder,why do i even exist?all i do is hurting everyone else.making everyone else worried.why??im such an asshole.i hate this. i hate this feeling.now i dunno wat to do with myself.im stuck.i admitt.i am wrong.but how could i be sincere to you people.how can i tell the truth when i know u dont like to listen to the truth.everything i do is wrong.why was i born??why am i here rite now?GOD i really love you guys u know.But sometime you dont realise something u people said hurts me the most.but i ignore it.i love your guys more than the world.more than anything.but having me here with you guys,i feel like a burden.i would give you guys everything just to make you happy.but i failed.every time i failed.anything i do is never enough.its hard for me.its hard.......

2010-10-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

Damn i want to own this phone since i was in Australia.Its hard to find this phone
<3

alliwanttodoistotradethislifetosomethingnew

2010-10-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

from now on.starting today.im going to holding on to what i have already.i'll try to leave the moment and go with the flow.i just want to e happy rite now.explore new things.learn new things.i dont care anymore.i wanna have fun with my life.i want to be like before.i'm not saying im changing myself.i want to be better.i want to forget the past and leave it behind.people say i cant.but i'll show and prove that i can.no more sad feelings.no more stupid stuffs.LOL.hell yeah im gonna live my life.who cares.haha.im just gonna smile.no more crying.no more moody because of love.the day is still young.there is full of things ahead of me.

p/s: i still love you sayang.no matter what you do or say.your my dork.i wont leave you.i promise <3

howboutwhatifeel

2010-10-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

After listening all of this.i was fine.i know that your sad.but what bout my feelings?Do you care bout mine?Do you care about how i feel when you say all those things to me.I sometimes wish u dint tell me all those things.but ur the one who makes me wonder.u kept on saying that somethings bothering you.i asked because i'm worried.but God i wish i dint not know anything rite now.i wish i could turn back time.what hurts me the most is when you said that u dont love me anymore.im so confused rite now.i should be mad towards you.but i cant.i love you too much.maybe what a friend of mine told me is rite.maybe.Maybe because of the age difference makes us different.maybe your just starting to know the world.Everything is new to you.And like you said.you needed attention.You need love.you need someone to love you.some to show that she cares bout you.doesnt everything i give to you enough?i give you love.care.attention.i tried to make you feel better when your down.i tried to be close to you.i helped you.i accepted you with all my heart.isn't it enough?can't you see it?what more should i do?how can i show that i care all about you when i do care.i care bout you more than the things i care bout.can you see it?you think it doesn't hurts me when you need attentions from others rather than me.im your girlfriend for GOD sake!shouldn't it be the one you need most.im confuse.i know that we're human.we're easily fall for another person.lagi-lagi when we're young.its ok.i still can handle it.i still can take everything.but sometimes i wonder,am i important to you ever?what if.......

hemakesupmyday (love you)

2010-09-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

OMG! i was so damn nervous. lagi-lagi bila keluar dengan dia.LOL. excited but nervous.weird huh??haha.He keeps on asking me to chill but i am chilling actually. he wanted to bring me out on a date at City Square watching movies and hangout. He brought his friend along. It was cool. He's cool. thank GOD his friend knows how to get along. Cause i have had it with people who brings their friends and don't know how to get along. LOL. i remember when my friend asked me out and she brought a friend, the friend was so damn quite. he din't say a thing or a word. he supposed to hangout with my friend and me but instedt, he went different ways. its like he's the one who's going out with himself. and ya i din't have any fun LOL. well, back to my fairytale.hehe. so went out with him, at first we wanted to watch 'GOING THE DISTANCE', but went he asked his friend wat he wanted to watch and he said lets watch 'RESIDENT EVIL' and i was cool with it. i pun tak mahu his friend tertidur dalam wayang watching that love story LOL.haha.so ok. i sat beside him. and his friend infront of us. you guys couldn't imagine how i felt being beside him. i can't stop looking at him. everytime he looks at me i pretended like i wasn't looking at him.heheh. i wanted to hold his hands but i couldn't.i din't have the guts to do it LOL. the movie had me shocked a few times for GODs sakes. every time i terkejot he kept on laughing LOL. then when the movie was over i was relieved.damn relieved.penat always terkejot sahaja.while we were walking out from the cinema, he suddenly grabbed my hands. i was like, OMG!, my heart was like wanting to jump around. the feeling of excited, happy, crazy and everything LOL. i couldn't believe it.i was so happy. damn happy. seeing him makes me smile everyday. i really wished that the day i spent with him din't end.but eventually he has to go home early, and my mom cant stop calling asking me when i'm going to go home. he hold my hand and walked with me towards the taxi stand. living him at letting his hands go was the hardest. how i which i could kiss him goodbye. my heart dropped when i have to leave him to get back home. how i wish his house or my house were side by side. well, what i'm trying to say is that HE MAKES UP MY DAY and it was AWESOME. thanks SAYANG. i'm glad to have u. AND I WILL LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER

The reason i LOVE my BOYFRIEND

2010-09-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

Here's a list of why i love my Boyfriend:

He's very cute from what i see
He's funny
He takes such good care of me
He's strong in himself
He makes my heart melt
He listens to me
He never forgets me
He's fun
He likes to do things or say things that makes me happy and laugh
he's a dork too.haha
He's a great person to talk with
Never ending conversations
He makes me feel special

And one of the reasons i LOVE my BOYFRIEND is:

He's AWESOME!!!

H a p p y E i d M u b a r a k

2010-09-11T01:01:00.001-07:00

i would like to wish all of the facebook and myspace users , all the muslim people that i know SELAMAT HARI RAYA to u all. if i had ever make any mistakes to you all please forgive me and insyaAllah i will also forgive you all.0-0 haha.i really love you all especially my boyfriend, my friends (habsah, aishah ahmad, ain, eny, bella, aisah parman, arina, yati, syafiqah johari, shida, iylia) and other friends in College and outside college. i would like to put my ten fingers and put them all togather just to say i'm sorry. to my cousin's i really love u and missed u a lot. u guys are everything to me. To arwah nenek and datuk, if u can hear me, this tears keep on falling down my chicks just wishing i could see your face once again and hug u. i really miss you. i did never get to chance to see you one last time. so i every night i would pray and hoping that Allah would hear my prayers.Forgive all my sins. SELAMAT HARI RAYA nenek and atok. i Miss u. So, all the people out there, ENJOY your RAYA. Happy Eid Mubarak.

p/s: leave me some duit Raya LOL

Sayonara

2010-04-21T07:23:00.000-07:00

Life without u is making me better.i know it hurts but i got to let it go.i'm tired of thinking bout u every second of everyday, everywhere i go reminds me of u. But i'm going to overcome it now. Its going to end tonight. I look up to the sky, i know the world is mine, i knew it all my life, i made it. I use to treat my path, the life i'm living now, i know that there's no doubt. I made it. So its not hard for me to move on without you. I'm Happy.

Defying gravity

2010-03-25T18:55:00.000-07:00

Something has changed within me.  Something is not the same.  I'm through with playing by the rules of someone

 else's game.  Too late for second-guessing.  Too late to go back to sleep.  It's time to trust my instincts, close my

 eyes and leap.  I'm through accepting limits cause someone says they're so.  Some things I cannot change,

but till I try, I'll never know.  Too long I've been afraid of losing love I guess I've lost.  Well, if that's love,

It comes at much too high a cost.  I'd sooner buy Defying gravity.  Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity.

I think I'll try Defying Gravity.  And you won't bring me down.

GOOFY TIME

2010-03-23T23:05:00.000-07:00

there's nothing else to do.So we took goofy pictures

Hot Summer

2010-03-02T01:23:00.000-08:00

The day is getting warmer and warmer.

I can feel the heat running through my vain.

i can't stand it.

the sweat that is coming out of my skin is like raining

my clothes are all drowned by my sweat.

its damn hot.

How i wish you people could feel ow i feel right now.

how i wish i could feel the cool breeze in my own home.

and while the coolness run through my vain i could cuddle my soft blanket.

and go to sleep peacefully.

2010-03-01T04:11:00.000-08:00

Friendship are like flowers

some of them smells good and some of them stink

Some of them are beautiful and some of them are ugly

some are nice and some are bad

some of them are soft and some of them are dry

some can make our day full of sunshine and some are full of sorrow

friendship is like putting a flower in a jar full of water so that it can last forever

So the moral of the story that i'm trying to tell u people is that we should appreciate what we have in life. like for example good friends that we have. Choose good friends. Don't choose friends by their looks or by their status. Whatever it is, they are still human and they still deserve to be treated like one. Keep what you have and don't let it go. Because when the moment you left them, you will know that they will be gone forever and when you really need them the most, they are not there to be with you. Friendship are important and no one wants to alone i =n this world and no one wants to die alone.

Cries i hear at night

2010-03-01T03:42:00.000-08:00

All this tears i hear at night makes my heart feel sorrow and slowly sadder and sadder cause i kept thinking of him. I hear my friend cries every night. Some of them cries over the mistakes they makes with their lover and some of them cries thinking of their ex's. Like me, i'm always thinking if am i having a good relationship. Am i good in relationships? am i too serious? am i a good girlfriend to him when sometime's i dint even text him or saying hye to him? Sometime's i told him that i'm ok when i'm really not. I dont want to make him worried or anything. I dont wanna be the type of girl who is very demanding. I always keep secret from him so that he wont geet worried of me. i want everything to be ok betweenn us. And know, i havent heard from hiiim almost 4 days. i remembered the last time i text him. i ask him why he dint reply my messages or call or say hye. I even ask him if i did something wrong. In the end after a few hours he replies. HE said that he was sorry that he dint reply my messages coz he has a big big problem and he would tell me later.and know he said he need's time to think. I was ok with it. I kept on saying ok when i'm actually not ok with it. i kept on taking care of peoples feeling, but they care bout mine? Do they know how i feel. Maybe because i love him so much that i din't think bout me.myself. i dunno when am i going to come out of this shadow of myself. Sometimes i am sad. but most of the time i dint show them.i kept it to myself. Sometime this sorrow that i feel i cant tell anyone. Maybe in front you would see me smiling but inside i'm actually dying and trying to grab hold of myself. thats me.

I LOVE THEM ALL

2010-02-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

I love my goofy crazy nerdy lame adorable cute stupid friends

me and Habsah

me and Ain

me and Bella

me and Eca Ahmad

me and Echa

this would be the first time

all of us went out togather

it was damn fun and awesome

we cant wait for our next PTPTN to come out

so that we could hangout togather more

^_*

up and down away

2010-02-28T22:32:00.000-08:00

my head was about 50-50 thinking of going home and going to that stupid kesatria. i hate that damn activity. we've wasteed our holidays for not going home just because there this activity that only takes us about 2 hours to do it. thats why we couldn't go home. the activity that we have to do is that we have to climb to the fourth floor and go down using a rope. it was terrifying i tell u. it looks easy, but the thing is that it is damn hard and nerve recking. it took me about 5 minutes to let go of the railing to go down. the man incharge ask me to trust him. i've tried but i couldn't. hehe.. pitty that guy.cause i dint trust him. in the end i let my hands go and climb down. i've slipped a few times but i was ok. the people who was looking from below was screaming and and shouting and supporting me from doen there. then thank God with a blink of an eye, my feet was back on the ground ^_* . then it was my friends turn. while she was up there doing her thing, my fucking friend from below keep embarrassing her by saying that her butt is damn big over an over again hoping that i was agreeing with her but i did not. i gave her an imaginary slap on her face by saying that her butt is no different than hers and its not fucking good or cool embarrassing my friend or anyone infront of hundreds of people and how would she feel if i did the same thing to her. then she kept silent for awhile. i was little bit afraid also because she's the kind of person who always likes to fight back. sometimes me and my friends are tired of everyday acting that we liked her when we really dont like her.

thinking of deleting myspace

2010-02-24T03:56:00.000-08:00

should or should i not delete myspace?

its a question dat i'm still thinking of the answer.

i want to delete it.

but there's too many memories.

the good and the bad days.

everything i shared and all the people i know.

One of the reason i wanted to delete is:

first- there's too many Malays

second- some of them have forgotten bout me ):

third- the guys are sometimes bitchy.most of them.

fourth- they are expecting too much

fifth- they don't last forever

THIEF AROUND THE HOUSE

2010-02-23T04:57:00.000-08:00

this damn thief is annoying me

she's living in damn same house

i don't know how to fucking confront her

she keeps on stealing my friends money

bit by bit its going to b a lot

it has been three times she took her money

all of us have been telling her to do this and to do that..

but she still keeps on taking her money.

we don't know what else to do

the last option is to catch her red hande

But we dunno how anymore.

were going to tear her into pieces if its the last thing we'll do

p/s: another problem is that, why the thief took her money cause she'd the kind of careless person.she's also a blurry kinda person.she sometimes will sit alone and dream by herself.what the hell she's dreaming of i just don't know.And she would like but her valuables things everywhere.So dats her..So people,if u guys have any ideas how to catch the thief..do comment me and tell us how..

CNY holiday trip to Kuala Lumpur

2010-02-23T03:15:00.000-08:00

My supporting dad

My loving mom

Credit to my sister 'Safynaz'

He's too hungry to that he could eat the whole tree ^_*

terrified over the camera man. DAmn we were 'caught in action'

Getting a little crazy

at Pagoh's RnR

we had loads of fun when we went to Kuala Lumpur , at Kuala Lumpur and When returning from Kuala Lumpur..huhuhu..wants to go again soon ^_^

The Moment

2010-02-23T02:08:00.000-08:00

Amir Rommani

He's my first boyfriend that i really ever loved for the first time ever. He may be looked like a average Malay guy but he's not. He is actually an Arabic guy from Saudi Arabia. He can't even speak Malay Language. We actually know each other for the first time is in Facebook. We talked like normal friends at first. We make jokes sometimes. Until the first time i met him was at Singgah Selalu near Danga Bay there. This is how it starts. On i think on the (24th January 2010) i think, my sister and her friends went out to hang. She said that after we hangout togather with her friends, she wanted to go to Singgah Selalu because a few of her arabic students wanted to buy us dinner. So it was ok and then i followed. After about a few hours hanging, it was the time to meet her students. So ok, when we were almost arrive there, i asked her who is the students that is coming. She said that it was Mujtba, Azoo and Amir. I was like, "ya...ok..." and then after a half second she said their name's, i was like repeating Amir's name over and over again. I said to her "Amir?? which Amir Kaz?? Which Amir??". So i said was it the Facebook Amir, is he the one that look like Malay but he actually is not. And then she replied, "yes..he's the one..why??". And i go "OMG!! I don't want to go!! I would better stay in this car". After 5 minutes in the car, i stepped out. But i was damn nervous. i felt like running. I kept thinking what am i afraid of. He's only a friend. So we went to the table.Azoo and Mujtba was there. But Amir wasn't.i was like fewww. Then my sister ask them where's Amir.At first i thought he was not coming. Them Azoo said that he's going to be a little bit late.Damn it.I was almost thanking God if he wasn't coming. Then every minute of every seconds i became more and more nervous.I was thinking about how am i going to react when he arrive.I was thinking of keeping myself silent or just keep on avoiding him when he came to the table, like for example going to the toilet every 10 minutes or just run away (kept laughing when thinking of it). So, there he comes. I was shocked and silent to see him. I looked at his face as soon as he came in, then i kept looking down. They were talking but i kept myself silent. I dint say a word. Then Mutjba goes "Safynaz, why isn't your sister saying or talking anything??". My face was turning red then. Then my sis goes, "Ya.You guys should make her talk.Ask her questions.Amir,why don't you ask her questions??". So, then Amir start asking me questions,but i couldn't even get a chance to answer them because everytime he ask me questions,he kept aswering the questions that he asked by himself. He goes "I know. I know".Thats why i din't talk. Its not that i don't want to(laughing). But i din't also have a chance to talk to him cause he kept on answering his phone calls and he was barely at the table. But i after meeting him, i keep on feeling something that is impossible. I kept of thinking of him everytime. I was like liking him in someway somehow. THen al of a sudden a text message that was forward to me from my sister from Mujtba. It says that 'Is ur sister Izni likes Amir? Cz since Amir arrive she was shy'. Then my sis ask me what should she answer. I asked her to answer yes. Then she forward me some more texts saying 'Ok..i will try my best to tell Amir and ask him many things..Dont worry..'.So ok, right after all of those things happened,it was time to go home.Amir insisted to send us home.So it was ok. The moment we stepped in his car, the car smells damn great.I cant stop sucking the air that i breath when i was in his car. I set at the bask, next to Azoo and Mujtba annd my sister was sitting beside Amir. I cant stop looking at Amir when he was driving. I don't know why. I just cant get my eyes off him.hehe.then the turned on the song thai liked, really really liked which was 'With you' by Chris Brown. Then the day ends.

The next day, i accidently saw my sister chatting with Mujtba. They were talking about me and Amir yesterday.He said that Amir seemed to likes me too.And he said that he can see me liking him. I was blushed. Then i was talking to Mujtba,he was telling me how Amir felt and How i liked Amir and many more that i just can't say here. Then my sister goes like "izni, why dont say thanks to Amir or something in Facebook.Lets see how it goes".I was like ok,i'll give it a try but i'm not hoping for anything. I said 'emm..Hye Amir. Thanks for giving us a ride home yesterday.And your car smelled great yesterday'. then after a few hours he replied. He replied 'Wow..did this all happened when i wasn't here??izni sorry i was late.i maybe fell a sleep while thinking of someone (: and u are always welcomed.And izni, the car smelled great because u were in it (:'. MY heart was like melting when he said that. Then the conversation becomes deeper and deeper when he gives his phone number to me.heheh..

p/s: sorry people,i just cant tell anything more than this..hehe..but i'll give new updates soon.....

Whats past is pass

2009-10-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i written something on this blog..

i just dont really know wat to say lately..

everything around me seemed different..

as the years gone by,everything changes...

first i'm away from my family..

second my relationship with my cousins is getting loose day by day..

third i'm losing the guy i liked..

and lastly i'm loosing my bestfriend..

wat a chaos..

i really miss my bestfriend..

i love him..

but not more than that..

i love him coz his my friend..

i want to msg him but i cant..

thinking of him makes me feeling harder and harder to get to him..

the last thing i msg to him was "mie! i rase lg baek if u xcall i or msg i lg.I think is the best.its the best not only for me but also for u.as a friend i still love u.i'm so sorry if i cant accept ur love"

that was the end..

till know i havent heard from him..

i'm blank..

know i'm facing all kinds of realities..

and its hard for me to face some of it..

It hurts when i kept thinking of it

2009-09-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

How am i suppose to leave this all behind.My tears are turning into time.I cant leave without you.I cant breath without you.Seeing you with another person may make me look like i font care.But u cant see my heart bleeding.I can see through you eyes when you saw me that i saw u.I cant tell when your face changes.i can se you kept looking at my while your girlfriend busy playing with your hair.It hurts me seeing u with her.But what can i do.What i can see is the world crumble on me.The world is still spinning.And i'm still living.So i would not make this thing make me refuse to move on.I will move on.Moving on with the fear of being in love.This is because i'm starting to feel that everytime when i like that someone,i can feel that they would end up with someone else.

Eid 09.

2009-09-11T22:30:00.001-07:00

Today as usual.i've got to get up for Kesatria.The one thing i hateed most is this subject so called Kesatria.Pakal je ade markah,if not,i dah ditch dah.Yela,wasting my time doing something that is not important.I rather do what i love most which is blogging,myspacing,tagging,facebook and friendster.Today also my heart started pounding.Because of what i dont really know.Maybe because i know that i'm going back to my hometown in 5 days time.pejam celik pejam celik daa nak habis puase.wohoo.It has been 4 week i didnt go home.So i miss my house very much.Rumah baru pulak tu.So i actually not expecting raye this year because this year alot of things changes.I just want to go home.This year i've lost many of my lost one's.The person that i've ever love is my grandmother.Losing her last month is hard for me.Thinking of her all the time makes me damn really sad.Everything i do reminds me of her.everytime i went into her room that she use to stay in,i can see her face smiling,i can see we're having breakfast togather,laugh and facing the hard days togather.I can feel her hands hugging me everyday before i go to school.Know i know she's in a better place now.I know god loves her more than me.Thats why God took her away from me.I miss her so much.If only i had another chance to see her again.

Can't Breathe Easy.

2009-09-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Ooohhh - why
oooh - why

I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no I won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh - why
ooooh, why

Why

I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Ooooooohhhhh

Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side

I can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

There's no air

My greatest fear.

2009-09-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

Today in Bel120 class lecture,my lecturer given us a task where we have to tell infront of the whole class about what is our greatest fear.I told them that my greatest fear would be the fear of being away from my family.I kept thinking of them everyday.I am very close to my family.I'm always beside them untill now i have to go to college.I was scared and devastated at first.I dint show any expression on my face because i dont want them to be sad seeing me leaving especially my parents.Not being with them the whole day is like making me look as tho as i dont love them.I always kept thinking wat happen if there's someting going wrong over there and i'm not there?!I'm so fucking worrid.My friends may not understand how i feel.My roomie kept saying that they are not close with their parents.When i asked why,the answer is "don't know".What kind of a person that can say that they are not close to their family.Why not be close?Now it has been 4 weeks since i seen my family.I miss them so much.I cant wait to hug my parents,my brothers and sisters.I cant wait for September 17 to come.huhuhuhu.Damn happy.

Heartbreaker(i have to walk a way even tho i love you)

2009-09-07T22:26:00.000-07:00

Have u ever feel that,when u see someone you like being with another person?to me it hurts.But what can is say right.I could just only see annd be happy for them.Maybe we are npt ment to be.I've wrote about this special someone before in this blog.I said that i liked him but its hard for me to express my feelings out to that one person.Now,i just have to let it all go.I have to forget him.I have to stop thinking about him.Everytime i hear that Yuna song "Oh Bulan" i would get sad coz that is the song that he sang to me.U're gonna remember me but i have to stop remembering you.It hurts me everytime i think of you.even tho i moved on,it's still hard to walk away.i make myself think that i can move on but i can't.I wish you the best.I dont care who you choose,i'm still happy for you.Someday i'm gonna find my true love maybe.When?I really don't know.My heart that had been opened for you before have been closed.I have to let you go even tho i don't want to.How i wish you can read my feelings when you see me.HOw i wish you know how much i Love you.My love for you have starting to fade away.Its starting to close.Its hard to have feelings for someone.Maybe i'm just imagening all of this by my own.How would i know if he like me back?hahaha.How stupid am i imagening all of these.(crying).I maybe jealous to see you with that girl,but i could only watch without doing anything.its sad to see,but what could i do?I could just watch with a huge scratch and a whole in my heart.I want to bee in love.I want to feel to be in love.I want to feel the hands that would wipe off my tears that are drooling from my eyes.I want the person who could love me for me.Not for someone else.i want to feel the hands that fits between my fingers.Do that guy exist?Is he here.(thinking and blur).On the other hand,i'm also scared.I'm scard if the person for me is cheating,just playing.What happen if we fight on some small stupid things?and the worst thing,What would happen if one of us decided to breakup or people say clash nowadays?

2009-08-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

today my life still goes on like the usualls.i have to get up early for class.have to wear makeup and have to where those freaki'n high heels.imagine that i have to walk up the stairs to the 4th floor everyday wearing those high heels.my legs really hurts.today my mind kept on thinking about something.i cant get it off my head.i kept thinking about when am i gonna fell in love?when i'm gonna meet the right person for me?i sometimes got jealous to see those people with their soulmates and all.i've also seen people get heart broken coz of this love things.it made me feel that i should not be inlove but at the same time i want to be in love.i feel like i wanna be with the person who wanna be with me,who cares bout me,who i can hold hands with.i'm so freaking jealous.hishhhh.the second tought is that i dont wanna be in love is because u'll never know when the really loves u or just playing with you.but the other thing we girls should also should not judge guys.there's a reason for all of this,but i'm not sure what to say and why we should not judge guys.maybe because in the end the truth hurts or the opposite.sometimes i feel hate when seeing someone to be in love.help me doe.if u people have any ideas what i should do,do leave me a comment.i really appreciate it.

Maybe its me.

2009-08-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

mcm mana nak cakap ya.Hati ini tak terkata.i tak tau nak buat apa lagi.everything i keep to myself.it's hard for me to say it out loud.this blog is the only place i boleh beritahu or cakap.i kalau cinta ini xsuka sangat menaruh banyak harapan.cinta ini membunuh ku.here it goes.i ada suke kat orang ini,but die xpernah perasan pun.if the perasan pun xkan dia nak bagi tahu yang dia suke i jugak kan.semua simpan dekat dalam hati.so,this guy ni budak kat college i.he's the same age as me.have soft skin,coklatie skin,clean cut and ada tahi lalat manis kat bawah matanya.masa orentasi,dia group ngan.everything we've done,we done it togather.everytime he see's me he would sing this song that i'm starting to love it right now.everytime i see him i become breathless.but,since after the orentation i seems to be avoiding him.i dunno why.but he dint stop from avoiding me.the saddess thing is that i ignored him when he sings me the song.there's this presentation i have to do where i have to observ MR.H class.it was his class.he came and sit right beside me but i ignored him.i knnow he was sitting beside him.then he started to sing that song.everythime he sings that song he expects me to look at him.but this time i dint look at him.even kawan dia cakap kat dia "dah la wei.dia x denga".masa i dengar itu hati i tiba-tiba jadi sedih.everytime i denga lagu itu hati i jadi sayu.i selalu memikir tentang dia.but bila i fikir pulak,dia ada pikir tentang i ke?ke i sahaja yang macam tu.now my life is a blur.i'm just living at the back of my shadow.if only he dapat read my perasaan terhadap dia kat blog ini.i sayang sangat dia.maybe sebab itu ke i cuba avoid kan diri from him,untuk i melupakan dia ke?tell me.i really need help.when wrote this i cant stop crying.asking myself why does this happens.

Kay called me Yuna first.

2009-08-18T22:22:00.000-07:00

Last time,in my group,we have been given a task by our Facilitator to create a Flag logo and a cheer.So okey,i as usuall only looking at what they r doing.In this one group we have been divide in to more.One group have to create a cheer and the other has to create a flag for the group.I was placed in a group that have to create a flag.there r rules in creating this flag.The name of this group must be a Superhero that you like.Our group choose NINJA TURTLE MALAYA.The flag that we have to draw must have the same significant to the name of the group.I was sitting quietly and drawing for fun while they are still talking and thinking about what the flag should look like.Suddenly,Kay,one of my group friends that i barely talk to ask me to layout my idea that i have drawn on a piece of cloth that they gave.They said that my drawing is good.But i was like silent for a moment.I was like saying R u serious??What happen if the drawing would be a disaster??One thing oabout my group,they are very supportiff and sporting.So i drew the flag logo.The group like it and the facilitator likes it.We got the second place for the best cheer ever.Its a simple cheer.Its not the kind of cheer where we have to flip people around or anything.hahahha.That would be preety crazy awkward.the second last day,we have been given another task.We have to create a gift or present as many as we can by using only the things that they gave us.A string,bottles,box.glue,mahjong paper and a few more stuff.So okey,we're sitting in circles,thinking what can we create as a memorable gift to our lovely Facilitator Abang AJ.Then,Kay decided with that piece of paper we could make a huge poster.We all agreed to his idea.Then he said,who knows how to draw?who is good in drawing.I kept silent.Praying to got that it would not be me.Then he shouted for Yuna.I was like FEWWW!!Thank god it wasnt me.Obviously i was searching for the person named Yuna but i can't seemed to find that particular person.Suddenly,Ieeya from across shouted,"la lala,buat muka innocent plak dia.You la Izzy!!".I was like what.My name is not Yuna.My name is Izzy.But the guys especially Kay keep on calling me Yuna.I ask him why,then he said he love it.Everytime i walk past by him he would sing that Yuna's song.He's so good looking and sweet and everytime he sings that song to me makes my heart melts.Everytime when he is with his friends and Kay saw me me,Kay would say to his friends,"Hey guys,this is Yuna".And his friends would say "Hey Yuna,nk kenal boleh".Bueekkkk only in my heart.But when Kay say Yuna i'm so happy to hear his voice.I've wanting to take his phone number but i dint have the time to do so.So to days ago,before i got back to my hometown,in the classroom we have to introduced ourselves to others in english.So okey,i did my part.Then the lecturer ask the students if they have any questions for me.Kay was the first one to ask,"who did your hair,Its very pretty"my face blushed.He aslo shouted and said that my name is Yuna not Izzy.At the end of the day,we were all about to get out the class ant take a bus to go back to our hometown,Kay keeps on calling my name and then he would hide his face.We all stand up to get out.The last thing i heard from him is that was singing the song that he always sing to me which is Yuna's song "DAN SEBENARNYA CINTA"while looking into my eyes before he got out first.That was the last time and the last day i heard from him.I wish to see him again soon in college.Hmmmm...