Sunday, May 20, 2012
Saturday, February 25, 2012
youknowwho
:: okay . listen . it seems like it is going the wrong way . So i guess i have come to a decision where i have to let you go no matter how much i like you . i'm tired waiting . waiting is wat kills me actually . i'm tired of hoping , coz hoping hurts me slowly when its a false hope . when you said you *sayang* me , do you really meant it or its just a word to you ? Coz i know myself , i really2 like you alot . not a little , but alot . the kind where i'll search for you if i don't see your face for a day . thinking bout you type of LIKE . LOL . im not obsessed . But i'm in love . thats all . Seeing you smile at me everyday makes my day . do u notice that ? i bet u dont . I don't even mind if your texting or calling the Z girl everyday . the tough of knowing that you like me is good enough for me . i dont even care if she likes you too . i even gave you two space . i even kene kutok by her, a friend satu dorm ngan dia, tapi i tak kesah , i din't brag bout it , i biarkan je . okay . i get it . i dint even care if you din't text me or call me . i know dat u have problems with your fone . i don't care . i sacrifice a lot . but u just don't notice . But the think is , the more i like you , the more it hurts me because i know i couldnt be close to you , so many things i have wished to with you . so many dreams i have dreamed about . But i guess those dreams , those wished will never come true . But atleast i have given a try by telling that i liked you and wishing that i could be more than just friends with you . But with your situation that ur facing rite now , i understand . i would never happen . And besides, its my last few months here in Bandar Penawar . i know i'm going to miss you , but i guess i have to leave early so that i wouldnt miss you alot . i know what if feels like being in your situation coz i've been there before . i know wat ur facing . looking at you is like looking at a MAN version of me . every good side there's also a bad side . i know how it feels like , when we're too busy taking care of others heart that sometimes we don't even notice our own hearts . we can't even take care of our own heart . i'm facing those things until now . i know what is like . rite now , i only wish you could let me enter your heart . let me take care of it . LET ME IN . But i guess that wouldn't happen . and btw, lately , i feel like you're different . you don't laugh , you barely talk to me . not even a text GOODNITE . and you wont't evem look at my face . maybe you are just tired . i understand . like i usually do say . I UNDERSTAND .So , i think i'll start not to have a crush on you anymore and i'll be me as usual again . i won't care anymore . i won't think bout you anymore . i won't even cry bout you anymore . But if you need me , i'll promise you , i'll always be here for as a friend when you need me . i love you *wishingcouldsayitrighttoyourface*
#i'mgoingcrazybuti'llbefine :)
#i'mgoingcrazybuti'llbefine :)
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Can you feel what i feel ? Can you see it ?
Hye readers, stalkers, and haters
Do age makes any difference when being in love {?}
Forget bout it.
Just wanna ask you if you have ever like a person so much, but the thing is, you can't tell that person because you might be afraid of being rejected.
Well, its a little bit hard for me, because that person is always in front of me and telling me stories and yet, he still dint realize that i liked him a lot.
Not being with him or not seeing him for a day , is like not seeing for a year.
He needs to see all the little things that i've done.
But too bad he can't see it :(
Saturday, November 26, 2011
On rainy days - Day 3
This picture was taken rite infront of my house in Desaru after heavy rain came.
It was raining.
It barely stop.
I call the bus driver as i usually do,but he said that there's no bus services for today (friday).
I was like "DAMN!".
Walked through the rain as my class starts at 8:30am and my watch is showing 8:15am.
As i arrived at the college, i was soaking wet but not that wet.
I waited about half and hour inside my class when a lecturer came in and told us that there would be no class as our lecturer is called in sick.
PERFECT! i tell you.
I should have stayed at home LOL
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Monster of All drink(s) Day 2
Well, after all the hard work on sunny days, i've decided to have a "BUNCH" of drinks.
LOL
I was so damn thirsty, that makes me order almost six drinks.
(boley tak gtu?)
hahah
Restaurant Pak Aziz dont have only good foods, but they also have plenty of good drinks.
I just can't resist it *LOL*
So i drank 6 glasses of different taste of cold beverages.
Naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
I was only playing with you guys.
i only ordered one particular drink that i always order when i go and eat anywhere which is TEH-O-AIC a.k.a PLAIN ICE TEA :)
The other 5 drinks are my friends. hehe
IT would be really crazy if i spend all of my money just to buy 6 glasses of drinks.
It is call "WASTING" man !
New hair colour (RED COPPER)
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