Semata-mata for the"Marrybrown" cup

(The cutest cup ever)

Hye followers, haters and likers.

Just wanna share this new cup of mine with you people.

I went to MARRYBROWN semata-mata nakkan cawan nih. LOL

I can't resist it.

It looks so pretty in reality.

Love Love Love it . (thats all and goodbye)

Day 1

Morning follower, readers and haters.

My class starts at 12.30pm today and it is the only class that i have for the day.

Woke up at 10.25am without having any breakfast as i have nothing to eat.

Not feeling so good today.

A bit tired and there's something not rite but i don't wat is it i'm feeling.

I miss my family even more everyday as in Bandar Penawar i'm like living alone.

It supposed to be the two of us living in the same house.

But the friend of mine is overnite-ing almost 3 days now at her boyfriends house.

So i just hope everything will go perfectly well today for me :)

(hoping for the best)

Here's Nothing

{A window that could lead me to every open door}

Well, here it goes.

I can't really remember when was the last time i updated my own blog.

I don't really have much to say, since i'm here alone in my room with nothing else to do around my college area, I might as well write a little bit of something rather than doing nothing.

It has been 3 days since i've been here in Bandar Penawar a.k.a "The Healing City" LOL.

I had 2 days of horrible sleeps.

It's my 3rd year being here already.

This would be the last semester of mine.

I bet once i leave this place i would cry because it brings back so much memories.

The good and the bad memories that haunts me and happened to me since the first time i was even here .

Soon i'll be leaving the year 2011.

I want to start a new fresh year of 2012 and not repeating the wrong things i've done in 2011.

Now i've got my new boyfriend with me a.k.a Shaq (together since 8 NOV 2011, 12.45am).

I love him with all my heart, and insyaallah nothing could replace him right now .

Now, this is going to be my last and final semester and I have to do it right !

No more games for me.

I need to focus on what my life is going to be in the future.

I hope it will go perfectly for this semester. Amin :)

(wait for me 2012. Please be nice to me)

ADVENTURE AT THE CITY OF LIGHTS

I HAD GREAT TIME WITH YOU (sky)

MONDAY

Who would have thought that i would be going out on a date with you. I was so nervous, anxious and excited. i even dont know what to wear, or what to talk about or how would i react. The moment i saw you there, my heart was freaking pounding. It wouldnt slow down or stop, but i acted cool without any expressions LOL. We did have great laughs and talks. We watched a movie calles "The Thing" it was bloody boring movie. But knowing you we're there beside me was awesome. After the muvies, we walked for awhile,but we were still kinda shy,because we're trying our best not to TEASE each other because you love TEASING me. LOL. After that walk, that was the last time i saw you and spoke to you. I actually like you, but i just can't. There's just something pulling me back. Something that ask me not to. I'm freaking afraid. And know, i've been ignoring you, avoiding you. As time goes by, my heart is killing me to see you. But i could only say it to myself. What i did was wrong. But i had to. I swear to GOD that i miss you really bad. But i couldnt possibly do anything. Forgive me. You meant the world to me.

Ps:/ Im sorry (SKY)

KANTOI (COVER)

SO WHAT THE HELL IF WE ARE FAT ! LOL

I want to post a shout out to all the big girls out there that no matter how big you are, you can still can play dress up and you are still beautiful even tho you are big. dont bother what people say about you. Just be confident about urself. Learn how to love yourself then loving others. Think about yourself before thinking bout others. Just be you. What im trying to say is that, dont let people make you feel UGLY bout yourself. I just wanna say that u can be beautiful, dont ever let words stop you from doing what you want also. Look at, im big, and not skinny, i can be confident and I dont give a damn what they say bout me. As long as im happy and comfortable than im fine. I cant wear what i want and I can do what i wann do because its my MONEY and its my FREAKIN LIFE ! not theirs :) haha.

"BIG GIRLS YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL"

ENJOY THIS LADIES :))