Whats past is pass

its been a long time since i written something on this blog..

i just dont really know wat to say lately..

everything around me seemed different..

as the years gone by,everything changes...

first i'm away from my family..

second my relationship with my cousins is getting loose day by day..

third i'm losing the guy i liked..

and lastly i'm loosing my bestfriend..

wat a chaos..

i really miss my bestfriend..

i love him..

but not more than that..

i love him coz his my friend..

i want to msg him but i cant..

thinking of him makes me feeling harder and harder to get to him..

the last thing i msg to him was "mie! i rase lg baek if u xcall i or msg i lg.I think is the best.its the best not only for me but also for u.as a friend i still love u.i'm so sorry if i cant accept ur love"

that was the end..

till know i havent heard from him..

i'm blank..

know i'm facing all kinds of realities..

and its hard for me to face some of it..