iwonder

sometimes i wonder,why do i even exist?all i do is hurting everyone else.making everyone else worried.why??im such an asshole.i hate this. i hate this feeling.now i dunno wat to do with myself.im stuck.i admitt.i am wrong.but how could i be sincere to you people.how can i tell the truth when i know u dont like to listen to the truth.everything i do is wrong.why was i born??why am i here rite now?GOD i really love you guys u know.But sometime you dont realise something u people said hurts me the most.but i ignore it.i love your guys more than the world.more than anything.but having me here with you guys,i feel like a burden.i would give you guys everything just to make you happy.but i failed.every time i failed.anything i do is never enough.its hard for me.its hard.......