Currentupdatesandissues

CHAPTER 1

It has been awhile since i last updated any posts. I've been busy lately. I've just got back from a 17 days vacation overseas and guess what,i only got 1 day to pack my things and head back to my campus LOL. its kinda crazy year and month for me i guess plus my little brother have to apply or sign up for he's intake for UiTM which where he has to get back to Malaysia earlier than me my mom and my sister. So he got back to Malaysia alone where my mom could only send him off at the airport only. Thats kinda sad. My mom was crying most of the time. But we did enjoyed the Holiday.

CHAPTER 2

Now i've got back from Aussie. I'm already in college. Edin is already in the same college as me. I've got a few stuff to settle like my course registration and all with the online registration and manual registration. There is freaking a lot of procedures that needs to be done. And yet, i also have to bare with the freaking HOT weather here. geeeeezzzzsssss (!)

CHAPTER 3

I'm lately confuse with my feelings. There's this 'Person' i like recently, he's the type that fits into my LIST OF PERSONALITY I WANT IN A GUY. I have a CRUSH on him i guess so (!) The reason why i like him is maybe because he's very soft spoken, cool, friendly, helpful, caring, loving, awesome, cute, funny and lovable. But the thing i'm not sure if he's the one. I want to tell that person but i couldn't because i'm afraid of rejections i guess. I think for the timing i should just keep quite and keep it to my self and act normal around him i guess. Every time i'm around him, my heart would pound so fast LOL. Is that normal ? I guess not. haha. But i wonder if he likes me that way. Would he? will he? should he? LOL. I'm going crazy because i FUCKING care about this particular person. I dunno. Sometimes i feel like he likes me because of some of the little things he said. But maybe its just a feeling of mine. Maybe i'm just dreaming about it. hahah

CHAPTER 3

Now, currently i fought with CINE (!) again (!) as usual andnow he's ignoring me.as usual. Sometimes he also makes me feel like a bunch of trash being thrown away after being used. urghhh. kinda miss him also. But biarlah, i'm tired. bored of it. pffffttttsss i'm going to stay quite.