Defying gravity

Something has changed within me.  Something is not the same.  I'm through with playing by the rules of someone

 else's game.  Too late for second-guessing.  Too late to go back to sleep.  It's time to trust my instincts, close my

 eyes and leap.  I'm through accepting limits cause someone says they're so.  Some things I cannot change,

but till I try, I'll never know.  Too long I've been afraid of losing love I guess I've lost.  Well, if that's love,

It comes at much too high a cost.  I'd sooner buy Defying gravity.  Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity.

I think I'll try Defying Gravity.  And you won't bring me down.

GOOFY TIME

there's nothing else to do.So we took goofy pictures

Hot Summer

The day is getting warmer and warmer.

I can feel the heat running through my vain.

i can't stand it.

the sweat that is coming out of my skin is like raining

my clothes are all drowned by my sweat.

its damn hot.

How i wish you people could feel ow i feel right now.

how i wish i could feel the cool breeze in my own home.

and while the coolness run through my vain i could cuddle my soft blanket.

and go to sleep peacefully.

Friendship are like flowers

some of them smells good and some of them stink

Some of them are beautiful and some of them are ugly

some are nice and some are bad

some of them are soft and some of them are dry

some can make our day full of sunshine and some are full of sorrow

friendship is like putting a flower in a jar full of water so that it can last forever

So the moral of the story that i'm trying to tell u people is that we should appreciate what we have in life. like for example good friends that we have. Choose good friends. Don't choose friends by their looks or by their status. Whatever it is, they are still human and they still deserve to be treated like one. Keep what you have and don't let it go. Because when the moment you left them, you will know that they will be gone forever and when you really need them the most, they are not there to be with you. Friendship are important and no one wants to alone i =n this world and no one wants to die alone.

Cries i hear at night

All this tears i hear at night makes my heart feel sorrow and slowly sadder and sadder cause i kept thinking of him. I hear my friend cries every night. Some of them cries over the mistakes they makes with their lover and some of them cries thinking of their ex's. Like me, i'm always thinking if am i having a good relationship. Am i good in relationships? am i too serious? am i a good girlfriend to him when sometime's i dint even text him or saying hye to him? Sometime's i told him that i'm ok when i'm really not. I dont want to make him worried or anything. I dont wanna be the type of girl who is very demanding. I always keep secret from him so that he wont geet worried of me. i want everything to be ok betweenn us. And know, i havent heard from hiiim almost 4 days. i remembered the last time i text him. i ask him why he dint reply my messages or call or say hye. I even ask him if i did something wrong. In the end after a few hours he replies. HE said that he was sorry that he dint reply my messages coz he has a big big problem and he would tell me later.and know he said he need's time to think. I was ok with it. I kept on saying ok when i'm actually not ok with it. i kept on taking care of peoples feeling, but they care bout mine? Do they know how i feel. Maybe because i love him so much that i din't think bout me.myself. i dunno when am i going to come out of this shadow of myself. Sometimes i am sad. but most of the time i dint show them.i kept it to myself. Sometime this sorrow that i feel i cant tell anyone. Maybe in front you would see me smiling but inside i'm actually dying and trying to grab hold of myself. thats me.