iwantyoutofeelthatwaytowardsme

yes.i want u to care about what i do.i want to care who i go out with.i want you to disturb me all the time even tho if i'm busy.i want you share with me everything.i want you to be mad if i do something wrong or something you dont like.i want you to take care of me.i want you to care about what ever i do.i dont want you not to care who i go out with or what im not suppose to do.i dont want you to be a statue who dont bother about what ever i do and keep on saying i dont care.i want you to show me whats right when im wrong.guide me.i want you tell me when you are angry with me.i dont want you to keep your feelings to yourself.im all yours.i want to know that you'll be there to protect me.i want you to be the person who wipes off my tears when it falls.i want you to be the person who could make me smile even tho im already smiling.i want you to be the person who could makes me feel better.i love it when you are worried bout me.it makes me feel better,it fills up my empty space when you are worried bout me.coz i know u love me.and i already know i love you.i want you to feel all of these jealous,anger,happy,worried and love towards me.im drunk on hope on you rite now.can you be this person?

unfortunatelyforme

am i the only one?am i the only one who really missed you?am i the only one who say's that i wish i could be with u 24/7?if u get wat i mean.am i the one who needs you?am the only one who really loves u?am i the only one who wants to meet you?am the only one who kept asking that i want to meet or see you?AM I THE ONE WHO KEPT TELLING YOU THIS?unfortunately i guess so.

don'twantitending (K.E)

people always ask me what is my greatest fear?what am i afraid of?what is my fear?

1. im afraid of loosing one of my family member
2. im afraid of being away from my family actually
3. now,my new greatest fear is being away from the one i LOVE which is HIM

im afraid of being away from him actually.if only i could stick with you always and everyday but i cant.i hate this feeling of doubt bout my love for you.sometimes i feel im fading away from you.Am i fading away?Are you fading away?I dont know what to do.I could give you anything just to make you happy.i would do just anything just for you to stay with me.i have never lost hope on you.You know i would try my best to be there for you.i'll never leave you even there are hard times.i know that your past hurts you the most,but i want to be the person that can heal your past.i want to be the one that makes you happy.i dont want to be the one who makes thinks worst.seriously,rite now,your the only one on my mind and no one else.and i dont want that feeling of you to be only one ends.i accepted for you.just the way you are.i LOVE you for you.i Accepted you with all my heart.i want you to know that.Dont bother what people say bout you.FUCK them.Who cares.Thats their problem.their JEALOUS coz i got u.or maybe because they're too UGLY or too STUPID.LOL.I got you.You have to know that.I got your back.You just have to believe me on this.You have to trust me.I know your past hurts you,but i will always be here to make you feel better.Like you always say you dont know how to pujuk people.but to me,u actually know how,u just couldnt see it yet.im so in love with you,that i would rather keep my angry feelings to myself so that there would be no fights.coz i hate fight.your the only reason y i am here rite now.and today and hope forever.i'll be here for you.stay for me.dont leave me.i DONT WANT IT ENDING.I DO LOVE YOU.always.you'll always be my number one.

iwonder

sometimes i wonder,why do i even exist?all i do is hurting everyone else.making everyone else worried.why??im such an asshole.i hate this. i hate this feeling.now i dunno wat to do with myself.im stuck.i admitt.i am wrong.but how could i be sincere to you people.how can i tell the truth when i know u dont like to listen to the truth.everything i do is wrong.why was i born??why am i here rite now?GOD i really love you guys u know.But sometime you dont realise something u people said hurts me the most.but i ignore it.i love your guys more than the world.more than anything.but having me here with you guys,i feel like a burden.i would give you guys everything just to make you happy.but i failed.every time i failed.anything i do is never enough.its hard for me.its hard.......

Damn i want to own this phone since i was in Australia.Its hard to find this phone
<3

alliwanttodoistotradethislifetosomethingnew

from now on.starting today.im going to holding on to what i have already.i'll try to leave the moment and go with the flow.i just want to e happy rite now.explore new things.learn new things.i dont care anymore.i wanna have fun with my life.i want to be like before.i'm not saying im changing myself.i want to be better.i want to forget the past and leave it behind.people say i cant.but i'll show and prove that i can.no more sad feelings.no more stupid stuffs.LOL.hell yeah im gonna live my life.who cares.haha.im just gonna smile.no more crying.no more moody because of love.the day is still young.there is full of things ahead of me.

p/s: i still love you sayang.no matter what you do or say.your my dork.i wont leave you.i promise <3

howboutwhatifeel

After listening all of this.i was fine.i know that your sad.but what bout my feelings?Do you care bout mine?Do you care about how i feel when you say all those things to me.I sometimes wish u dint tell me all those things.but ur the one who makes me wonder.u kept on saying that somethings bothering you.i asked because i'm worried.but God i wish i dint not know anything rite now.i wish i could turn back time.what hurts me the most is when you said that u dont love me anymore.im so confused rite now.i should be mad towards you.but i cant.i love you too much.maybe what a friend of mine told me is rite.maybe.Maybe because of the age difference makes us different.maybe your just starting to know the world.Everything is new to you.And like you said.you needed attention.You need love.you need someone to love you.some to show that she cares bout you.doesnt everything i give to you enough?i give you love.care.attention.i tried to make you feel better when your down.i tried to be close to you.i helped you.i accepted you with all my heart.isn't it enough?can't you see it?what more should i do?how can i show that i care all about you when i do care.i care bout you more than the things i care bout.can you see it?you think it doesn't hurts me when you need attentions from others rather than me.im your girlfriend for GOD sake!shouldn't it be the one you need most.im confuse.i know that we're human.we're easily fall for another person.lagi-lagi when we're young.its ok.i still can handle it.i still can take everything.but sometimes i wonder,am i important to you ever?what if.......