The End of 2010

Well,Goodbye 2010 and HELLO 2011 (!)oh 2010,there's just too many memories in those years.there are ups and downs.there's the fight.the fun.the relationship.the break up.the new friends.the experience.there is just too much.hurmm,so 2011 is coming,i have to make new plans for this new year.i need to change from good to the best.i need to be more focus on things this year.no more BABY relationships.its horrible.the one thing i use to wish for is to go back time.since i cant reverse back time,i'll focus on whats in the future.i'll promise u all that this coming up semester in college is going to be more awesome than ever.i need to focus on my goals and my studies.im going to move on now.one more time i'll say GOODBYE to 2010.take all the bad and good dreams and keep it.i dont need them.i need new ones now.i need a new head LOL.hehe.im dying to see what is going to happpen in the future.it would be a Hell of a new life and stories for me to find out soon.GOD(!) wish me luck.

:)

Thatstheendofourstory

i guess it just dint work out.well,thats the end of our story i guess.3 months awesome.ups and downs crazy fun relationship.it was a great experience.hehe.hope to find a new one.now im free like a bird.no need to worry bout anything.yes,it hurts.but it will pass by soon.Insyaallah.heheh

Blank

it has been 2 days and there is still

nothing.

RockMelt ROCKS (!)

this are one of the most AWESOME web browser ever (!)

ROCKMELT ROCKS TO THE MAX (!)

hahah :)

its easy and fun to use.thanks to my newbie ARINE who showed me this web browser :)

THOSE DAYS

i use to remember those days when u would send long text messages or emails saying "i Love you" or "i miss you" so many times.you would be the one who would send early morning text messages before i do.ur like my early morning drug waking me up with a smile everyday when i see ur messages.now,now everything has changes.i think you change.i felt like u dint even want to text me.now, i have to wait all day infront of my phone waiting for you to reply even tho its late.i would even say its ok when i know its not.im tired of waiting.it has been 3 weeks since the last time i saw your face.maybe i miss you too much that makes me so angry with you.coz i cant see u.and guess what,there's not once u said,"dah lame xjumpe u,i really want to see you.i miss you".i guess u dont care.if you had asked,even tho i cant, i would try my best to see you u know (!)but,i wonder,would you even do the same (?) i guess not.i never even ask for anything,i dint ask for ur money,or things,all i want is you.sometimes you make me feel like im not important at all.you always said u did not give enough but u actually u gave more than enough.there's just certain things u dont see yet.you know i still LOVE you even tho we're in a fight or watsoever.i still need you.even when i say i turn off my phone,but i would still turn it on after awhile and turn it on again just to see if you still text me.i lied bout i dont care.i do care.even i dont say i miss you,i actually miss you.i just dint say it.sometimes i tried not to text you coz i was afraid you might get bored and tired of having me sending text messages to you.most people said that boys are often tired of texting.hurm..days just turn to hours.and its just a moment before they go.guess wat sayang? on the 10th DICEMBER 2010 stating that it would be our 3 months relationship already.u know that? :) u are mu longest boyfriend i have ever been with.and I LOVE YOU.know that.

DOOMSDAY

damn i'm freakin' funckin' nervous LOL.only a couple of days away until DOOMSDAY.which is to me, the 'doomsday' is the day where our University final examination results is coming out.GOD i'm so damn scared.Felt like running away or disappear.LOL my worst and greatest fear is my examination results.i've repeated two papers before and dont wat it to happen again.GOD please help me.i feel like peeing on the bed rite now.wherever i go, what ever i do, my mind keeps on thinking bout it.grr..DOOMSDAY DOOMSDAY why cant you just go away.haha.Only 2 days left until the 10th of DICEMBER 2010 comes along.fuhh (!)wish me luck people.wish me so i get the best in everything :)

WHATs THE USE OF CARING ANYMORE

i dont care anymore.even if ur fading away
i would have expected it

Your My Happiness

this are my new groups of friends.they are the one who almost makes me happy all the time.they are protective , caring , loving and sporting people. they love to make me laugh too (!) dats y i love them. they are like my own brothers and sisters.togather we are one.we look for each others back.in this picture above, you can see, EDIN the shy and adorable one but yet funny. SERINA the tough one,very fun to be with and to talk too. NADIA , the new kid that is sweet looking and nice plus friendly. and last but not least is my brother SYAHIR , the cute one LOL.bhahha.i could almost laugh everytime i say that he's cute.bhaha.my LOVE for them is so big.if anybody try to hurt them, then I'LL KILL YOU (!) haha nothing compares to the joy that they bring.Im not saying that the others outside there makes me smile.they do.but not as often as they do. :) and last but not least i would never forget,the one who has always been there for me,listening to my mumbles and problems and stupid stuff i say and on the other hand is the person who likes to bully me mostly all the time which is 'EUAN WONK'. your the best funny cool crazy sporting caring friend i ever had (!) and i'll always cherish that :)you know that i'll be there for you even tho i sometimes gets confuse to wat ur saying.but i can listen at the same time. And i also would not forge the most important person that is already part in my life which is you 'KHAIRUL a.k.a KAYROL' i love you more than you could ever imagine if you realise that.

you guys are the story of my life that will never ends nor disappear

muffin love

Perfect Nightmare

i admire you and your girlfriend

this guy is so sweet.i love to read his and her post everytime.terharu sometime.i could see how in love they are.
shouting to the world saying that his girlfriend is the best.
so sweet :)

wanted to but never before

have you ever feel needed by someone so much (?)
have you ever feel so loved by someone (?)
have you ever feel if you are so important to someone (?)
have you ever wish someone would say he/she would never let you go(?)
have you ever hear you are the only one for him/her (?)
does he/she ever appreciated what you give or get (?)
did you ever feel like he/she always makes your world goes round (?)
do you ever wish that he would shout to the world that your the best(?)


the thing is.i've never feel all of this.still hoping.

funny stuff

LOL.look at wat technology does to us.hahha.very funny
;)

my idol hair

damn i love her hair (!) ;)

HARRY POTTER 7

the movie was ok.but a bit boring for the first part.
i cant wait for the second part to come.i wanna watch with him.
man (!) being with him today was the happiest moments of my life.watching him and looking at him making my heart melt.i wish that the movie dint end so fast because i want to hold you longer.felt like not wanting to let you go LOL.thanks sayang for today.you make me happy. I LOVE YOU SAYANG (!)forever and always.
=')

things you need to know about me

things you need to know (!)

1. i am who i am
2. i love to dressup
3. u may see me like im ok.but i may be broken inside
4. im a caring person if you get to know me better
5. im easily bruised
6. i like to keep my problems to myself
7. i like shopping.
8. i LOVE sweet things as i have SWEET TOOTH lol =)
9. dont really like arguments or fights (!)
10. i'll always be true to the person i LOVE
    
11. im an internet freak.i could be infront of the computer FACEBOOKING, YM, BLOGGING all nite long without any sleep ;D
    
12. sometimes easy to become JEALOUS of something
13. i LOVE to make friends
    
14. i have my own past that hurts me too.it SUCK's (!)
15. i fight for my rites (!)
16. i HATE....... CLUBBERS, DRINKERS , CHEATERS, LIERS, BIKERS, FUCKERS and JERKS (!)
17. i love the fact of being in love with someone
18. i believe in LOVE
19. i believe love after Marriage
20. i love CATS and other animals
21. I LOVE TO DREAM (!)
22. im a person who dont really like to disturb other people's PRIVACY
23. i Love my FAMILY. FRIENDs. BOYFRIEND =)
24. i like to laugh at peoples jokes.i love to laugh.

ps: if you dont like the way i am so *Bugger OFF (!)

WEBCAM CRAZIES

i had the most fun ever.they make me smile ;)

WHO YOU ARE

my list

1. end my jelousy

2. be serious but not too serious

3. no flirting

4. learn to trust him

5. love him more

6. give more attention

7. throw way the feeling of doubt

8. concentrate on making him happy

9. never stop ANNOYING him lol

10.believe

=.='

What i've done (?)

now i guess im known as the girlfriend who makes things even worst.

i guess i am.

HAPPY

Its Not Too Late

So Big

Love it-----> 0_0'

I dont Need

fyi.i dont need your money,your jewels, your rings or gifts.the only thing i need is YOU.i dont need anything else.i just want to know that you'll always be there for me.and i just wanna know that you will always LOVE me.and accept me for who i am.i just want you to be happy when you are with me.and i want YOU to know,there's never a minute or second i've stopped thinking bout you.i always think bout you.

TUESDAY's =)

tuesday.it was the best day i ever had coz i get to be with you.i love being with you.i love everything you do.i always felt PROUD holding your hands even when people r staring. FUCK THEM.LOL but i wasn't that happy to some of the things i see.you brought a friend of yours, and your friend brought a girl which wasn't his actual girlfriend. i wasnt happy to see it.cheating?come on.i guess you just knew the girl,but..already holding hands after that?i disagree.and when i ask you who is she to him,and you go I DONT KNOW.and you we're laughing coz u think what he's doing is funny.but I DONT THINK SO.i wanted to say it but i cant.but after what i saw maybe had made me a little bit scared and wondering if...wondering if you would do the same thing behind my back without me knowing?and do you feel the same way how i felt for you?

its a relief I GUESS (!)

LOL.i finally say how i feel just now and it was a relief.

but i guess maybe he was rite also.i told him everything.

maybe not all but some of it.He said when he already starts to LOVE me and now im the one who's doubting him.i guess its my fault.i just think too much bout it.i have to learn how to trust him more.damn dat time i realize how much he loves me when he says that.damn im STUPID lol.now im going to change my negative feelings to positve.DAMN I LOVE YOU DORK (!) your the first and the last for me.No one else in my heart except for u SAYANG.i'll cherish u forever and always.i'll try to make better days out of it.ur ONE IN A MILLION. sorry again

=)

Rihanna part 2

GRENADE (!)

Day Two

2.Famous people that im compared to.

one of the famous people that i've been compared to is

Rihanna i guess.i think it because i have hair like her's.

hehe.i'm quite a big fan of Rihanna's style for crying out loud. :)

I also have the same red hair as her's but the color is fading

LOL because i use cheap brands heheh.

but its worth it tho ;)

Rihanna RAWKS (!)

Nightmares (!)

this bad dreams.this nightmare is starting to hunt me last night.

the dream i dreamed felt so real.i was so real that

i ran into tears.i couldn't wake up.i tried to wake up but i'm stuck.

i hate the dream.why i hate about the dream because there were u

in it.i dreamed that u left me.u said u cannot be with me.

and that i'm the reason that things happen to him.

and you said that to my face.my heart dropped and scattered into pieces.and i could feel it broken and scattered ever where.

it kills me inside.i can feel my own tears running down my face

as u said ur leaving me.even when i woke up,i'm still crying.

i'm damn scared you know(!) i don't want to risk anything to loose you.would you the same for me or am i doing this alone?

am the only one who's taking all the risk to save our relationship?

would you let me go?cause i dont want you to let me go.

i'm frightened to death rite now.

i dont want this nightmare to ever happen to me again.

OMG!

this feeling.again and again and again i feel.why wont it jus go away for GOD's sake.i hate it.i dont want this doubt.make it go away.

this feeling of anger, jealousy all mix togather.

sometimes i feel i wish i wasn't here rite now.

but im already here.and i have to bare with it

live with it.is this normal actually.having this kinda feeling?

i wonder.am i the only one who feels like this?

i tried not to care but it cant.

it still wants to stay there.

i hope it will go away soon.

Day One

1.The person i like and why i like that person

i like H.i couldn't say out his name so i just use his initials.if you people wants to know who he is then you have to figure it out yourself.the reason why i like that person is because he makes me laugh all the time.everything i like he likes.we almost like the same thing.the song i love is the songs he also likes to listen to.he's mentally crazy LOL.he loves photography.that is one of the things we have in common.he loves taking pictures:) we talk about the same thing.we share stories to gather.he's a good listener.he tried to make me happy when im feeling down.he's the same age as my age,but i feel like he's a big brother to me.H makes me feel good of myself ;) H is a cool person.H is a caring person. and i

LOL foolish cartoon's

;D

A year Without RAIN ;)

KISSING YOU ;)

LOL this is quite funny to me

;)

Room Wall

i will always remember them until i die

=')

Heart Vacancy

FUNNY+STUPID

Higher

iwantyoutofeelthatwaytowardsme

yes.i want u to care about what i do.i want to care who i go out with.i want you to disturb me all the time even tho if i'm busy.i want you share with me everything.i want you to be mad if i do something wrong or something you dont like.i want you to take care of me.i want you to care about what ever i do.i dont want you not to care who i go out with or what im not suppose to do.i dont want you to be a statue who dont bother about what ever i do and keep on saying i dont care.i want you to show me whats right when im wrong.guide me.i want you tell me when you are angry with me.i dont want you to keep your feelings to yourself.im all yours.i want to know that you'll be there to protect me.i want you to be the person who wipes off my tears when it falls.i want you to be the person who could make me smile even tho im already smiling.i want you to be the person who could makes me feel better.i love it when you are worried bout me.it makes me feel better,it fills up my empty space when you are worried bout me.coz i know u love me.and i already know i love you.i want you to feel all of these jealous,anger,happy,worried and love towards me.im drunk on hope on you rite now.can you be this person?

unfortunatelyforme

am i the only one?am i the only one who really missed you?am i the only one who say's that i wish i could be with u 24/7?if u get wat i mean.am i the one who needs you?am the only one who really loves u?am i the only one who wants to meet you?am the only one who kept asking that i want to meet or see you?AM I THE ONE WHO KEPT TELLING YOU THIS?unfortunately i guess so.

don'twantitending (K.E)

people always ask me what is my greatest fear?what am i afraid of?what is my fear?

1. im afraid of loosing one of my family member
2. im afraid of being away from my family actually
3. now,my new greatest fear is being away from the one i LOVE which is HIM

im afraid of being away from him actually.if only i could stick with you always and everyday but i cant.i hate this feeling of doubt bout my love for you.sometimes i feel im fading away from you.Am i fading away?Are you fading away?I dont know what to do.I could give you anything just to make you happy.i would do just anything just for you to stay with me.i have never lost hope on you.You know i would try my best to be there for you.i'll never leave you even there are hard times.i know that your past hurts you the most,but i want to be the person that can heal your past.i want to be the one that makes you happy.i dont want to be the one who makes thinks worst.seriously,rite now,your the only one on my mind and no one else.and i dont want that feeling of you to be only one ends.i accepted for you.just the way you are.i LOVE you for you.i Accepted you with all my heart.i want you to know that.Dont bother what people say bout you.FUCK them.Who cares.Thats their problem.their JEALOUS coz i got u.or maybe because they're too UGLY or too STUPID.LOL.I got you.You have to know that.I got your back.You just have to believe me on this.You have to trust me.I know your past hurts you,but i will always be here to make you feel better.Like you always say you dont know how to pujuk people.but to me,u actually know how,u just couldnt see it yet.im so in love with you,that i would rather keep my angry feelings to myself so that there would be no fights.coz i hate fight.your the only reason y i am here rite now.and today and hope forever.i'll be here for you.stay for me.dont leave me.i DONT WANT IT ENDING.I DO LOVE YOU.always.you'll always be my number one.

iwonder

sometimes i wonder,why do i even exist?all i do is hurting everyone else.making everyone else worried.why??im such an asshole.i hate this. i hate this feeling.now i dunno wat to do with myself.im stuck.i admitt.i am wrong.but how could i be sincere to you people.how can i tell the truth when i know u dont like to listen to the truth.everything i do is wrong.why was i born??why am i here rite now?GOD i really love you guys u know.But sometime you dont realise something u people said hurts me the most.but i ignore it.i love your guys more than the world.more than anything.but having me here with you guys,i feel like a burden.i would give you guys everything just to make you happy.but i failed.every time i failed.anything i do is never enough.its hard for me.its hard.......

Damn i want to own this phone since i was in Australia.Its hard to find this phone
<3

alliwanttodoistotradethislifetosomethingnew

from now on.starting today.im going to holding on to what i have already.i'll try to leave the moment and go with the flow.i just want to e happy rite now.explore new things.learn new things.i dont care anymore.i wanna have fun with my life.i want to be like before.i'm not saying im changing myself.i want to be better.i want to forget the past and leave it behind.people say i cant.but i'll show and prove that i can.no more sad feelings.no more stupid stuffs.LOL.hell yeah im gonna live my life.who cares.haha.im just gonna smile.no more crying.no more moody because of love.the day is still young.there is full of things ahead of me.

p/s: i still love you sayang.no matter what you do or say.your my dork.i wont leave you.i promise <3

howboutwhatifeel

After listening all of this.i was fine.i know that your sad.but what bout my feelings?Do you care bout mine?Do you care about how i feel when you say all those things to me.I sometimes wish u dint tell me all those things.but ur the one who makes me wonder.u kept on saying that somethings bothering you.i asked because i'm worried.but God i wish i dint not know anything rite now.i wish i could turn back time.what hurts me the most is when you said that u dont love me anymore.im so confused rite now.i should be mad towards you.but i cant.i love you too much.maybe what a friend of mine told me is rite.maybe.Maybe because of the age difference makes us different.maybe your just starting to know the world.Everything is new to you.And like you said.you needed attention.You need love.you need someone to love you.some to show that she cares bout you.doesnt everything i give to you enough?i give you love.care.attention.i tried to make you feel better when your down.i tried to be close to you.i helped you.i accepted you with all my heart.isn't it enough?can't you see it?what more should i do?how can i show that i care all about you when i do care.i care bout you more than the things i care bout.can you see it?you think it doesn't hurts me when you need attentions from others rather than me.im your girlfriend for GOD sake!shouldn't it be the one you need most.im confuse.i know that we're human.we're easily fall for another person.lagi-lagi when we're young.its ok.i still can handle it.i still can take everything.but sometimes i wonder,am i important to you ever?what if.......

hemakesupmyday (love you)

OMG! i was so damn nervous. lagi-lagi bila keluar dengan dia.LOL. excited but nervous.weird huh??haha.He keeps on asking me to chill but i am chilling actually. he wanted to bring me out on a date at City Square watching movies and hangout. He brought his friend along. It was cool. He's cool. thank GOD his friend knows how to get along. Cause i have had it with people who brings their friends and don't know how to get along. LOL. i remember when my friend asked me out and she brought a friend, the friend was so damn quite. he din't say a thing or a word. he supposed to hangout with my friend and me but instedt, he went different ways. its like he's the one who's going out with himself. and ya i din't have any fun LOL. well, back to my fairytale.hehe. so went out with him, at first we wanted to watch 'GOING THE DISTANCE', but went he asked his friend wat he wanted to watch and he said lets watch 'RESIDENT EVIL' and i was cool with it. i pun tak mahu his friend tertidur dalam wayang watching that love story LOL.haha.so ok. i sat beside him. and his friend infront of us. you guys couldn't imagine how i felt being beside him. i can't stop looking at him. everytime he looks at me i pretended like i wasn't looking at him.heheh. i wanted to hold his hands but i couldn't.i din't have the guts to do it LOL. the movie had me shocked a few times for GODs sakes. every time i terkejot he kept on laughing LOL. then when the movie was over i was relieved.damn relieved.penat always terkejot sahaja.while we were walking out from the cinema, he suddenly grabbed my hands. i was like, OMG!, my heart was like wanting to jump around. the feeling of excited, happy, crazy and everything LOL. i couldn't believe it.i was so happy. damn happy. seeing him makes me smile everyday. i really wished that the day i spent with him din't end.but eventually he has to go home early, and my mom cant stop calling asking me when i'm going to go home. he hold my hand and walked with me towards the taxi stand. living him at letting his hands go was the hardest. how i which i could kiss him goodbye. my heart dropped when i have to leave him to get back home. how i wish his house or my house were side by side. well, what i'm trying to say is that HE MAKES UP MY DAY and it was AWESOME. thanks SAYANG. i'm glad to have u. AND I WILL LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER

The reason i LOVE my BOYFRIEND

Here's a list of why i love my Boyfriend:

1. He's very cute from what i see
2. He's funny
3. He takes such good care of me
4. He's strong in himself
5. He makes my heart melt
6. He listens to me
7. He never forgets me
8. He's fun
9. He likes to do things or say things that makes me happy and laugh
10. he's a dork too.haha
11. He's a great person to talk with
12. Never ending conversations
13. He makes me feel special

And one of the reasons i LOVE my BOYFRIEND is:

He's AWESOME!!!

H a p p y E i d M u b a r a k

i would like to wish all of the facebook and myspace users , all the muslim people that i know SELAMAT HARI RAYA to u all. if i had ever make any mistakes to you all please forgive me and insyaAllah i will also forgive you all.0-0 haha.i really love you all especially my boyfriend, my friends (habsah, aishah ahmad, ain, eny, bella, aisah parman, arina, yati, syafiqah johari, shida, iylia) and other friends in College and outside college. i would like to put my ten fingers and put them all togather just to say i'm sorry. to my cousin's i really love u and missed u a lot. u guys are everything to me. To arwah nenek and datuk, if u can hear me, this tears keep on falling down my chicks just wishing i could see your face once again and hug u. i really miss you. i did never get to chance to see you one last time. so i every night i would pray and hoping that Allah would hear my prayers.Forgive all my sins. SELAMAT HARI RAYA nenek and atok. i Miss u. So, all the people out there, ENJOY your RAYA. Happy Eid Mubarak.

p/s: leave me some duit Raya LOL

Sayonara

Life without u is making me better.i know it hurts but i got to let it go.i'm tired of thinking bout u every second of everyday, everywhere i go reminds me of u. But i'm going to overcome it now. Its going to end tonight. I look up to the sky, i know the world is mine, i knew it all my life, i made it. I use to treat my path, the life i'm living now, i know that there's no doubt. I made it. So its not hard for me to move on without you. I'm Happy.

Defying gravity

Something has changed within me.  Something is not the same.  I'm through with playing by the rules of someone

 else's game.  Too late for second-guessing.  Too late to go back to sleep.  It's time to trust my instincts, close my

 eyes and leap.  I'm through accepting limits cause someone says they're so.  Some things I cannot change,

but till I try, I'll never know.  Too long I've been afraid of losing love I guess I've lost.  Well, if that's love,

It comes at much too high a cost.  I'd sooner buy Defying gravity.  Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity.

I think I'll try Defying Gravity.  And you won't bring me down.

GOOFY TIME

there's nothing else to do.So we took goofy pictures

Hot Summer

The day is getting warmer and warmer.

I can feel the heat running through my vain.

i can't stand it.

the sweat that is coming out of my skin is like raining

my clothes are all drowned by my sweat.

its damn hot.

How i wish you people could feel ow i feel right now.

how i wish i could feel the cool breeze in my own home.

and while the coolness run through my vain i could cuddle my soft blanket.

and go to sleep peacefully.

Friendship are like flowers

some of them smells good and some of them stink

Some of them are beautiful and some of them are ugly

some are nice and some are bad

some of them are soft and some of them are dry

some can make our day full of sunshine and some are full of sorrow

friendship is like putting a flower in a jar full of water so that it can last forever

So the moral of the story that i'm trying to tell u people is that we should appreciate what we have in life. like for example good friends that we have. Choose good friends. Don't choose friends by their looks or by their status. Whatever it is, they are still human and they still deserve to be treated like one. Keep what you have and don't let it go. Because when the moment you left them, you will know that they will be gone forever and when you really need them the most, they are not there to be with you. Friendship are important and no one wants to alone i =n this world and no one wants to die alone.

Cries i hear at night

All this tears i hear at night makes my heart feel sorrow and slowly sadder and sadder cause i kept thinking of him. I hear my friend cries every night. Some of them cries over the mistakes they makes with their lover and some of them cries thinking of their ex's. Like me, i'm always thinking if am i having a good relationship. Am i good in relationships? am i too serious? am i a good girlfriend to him when sometime's i dint even text him or saying hye to him? Sometime's i told him that i'm ok when i'm really not. I dont want to make him worried or anything. I dont wanna be the type of girl who is very demanding. I always keep secret from him so that he wont geet worried of me. i want everything to be ok betweenn us. And know, i havent heard from hiiim almost 4 days. i remembered the last time i text him. i ask him why he dint reply my messages or call or say hye. I even ask him if i did something wrong. In the end after a few hours he replies. HE said that he was sorry that he dint reply my messages coz he has a big big problem and he would tell me later.and know he said he need's time to think. I was ok with it. I kept on saying ok when i'm actually not ok with it. i kept on taking care of peoples feeling, but they care bout mine? Do they know how i feel. Maybe because i love him so much that i din't think bout me.myself. i dunno when am i going to come out of this shadow of myself. Sometimes i am sad. but most of the time i dint show them.i kept it to myself. Sometime this sorrow that i feel i cant tell anyone. Maybe in front you would see me smiling but inside i'm actually dying and trying to grab hold of myself. thats me.

I LOVE THEM ALL

I love my goofy crazy nerdy lame adorable cute stupid friends

me and Habsah

me and Ain

me and Bella

me and Eca Ahmad

me and Echa

this would be the first time

all of us went out togather

it was damn fun and awesome

we cant wait for our next PTPTN to come out

so that we could hangout togather more

^_*

up and down away

my head was about 50-50 thinking of going home and going to that stupid kesatria. i hate that damn activity. we've wasteed our holidays for not going home just because there this activity that only takes us about 2 hours to do it. thats why we couldn't go home. the activity that we have to do is that we have to climb to the fourth floor and go down using a rope. it was terrifying i tell u. it looks easy, but the thing is that it is damn hard and nerve recking. it took me about 5 minutes to let go of the railing to go down. the man incharge ask me to trust him. i've tried but i couldn't. hehe.. pitty that guy.cause i dint trust him. in the end i let my hands go and climb down. i've slipped a few times but i was ok. the people who was looking from below was screaming and and shouting and supporting me from doen there. then thank God with a blink of an eye, my feet was back on the ground ^_* . then it was my friends turn. while she was up there doing her thing, my fucking friend from below keep embarrassing her by saying that her butt is damn big over an over again hoping that i was agreeing with her but i did not. i gave her an imaginary slap on her face by saying that her butt is no different than hers and its not fucking good or cool embarrassing my friend or anyone infront of hundreds of people and how would she feel if i did the same thing to her. then she kept silent for awhile. i was little bit afraid also because she's the kind of person who always likes to fight back. sometimes me and my friends are tired of everyday acting that we liked her when we really dont like her.

thinking of deleting myspace

should or should i not delete myspace?

its a question dat i'm still thinking of the answer.

i want to delete it.

but there's too many memories.

the good and the bad days.

everything i shared and all the people i know.

One of the reason i wanted to delete is:

first- there's too many Malays

second- some of them have forgotten bout me ):

third- the guys are sometimes bitchy.most of them.

fourth- they are expecting too much

fifth- they don't last forever

THIEF AROUND THE HOUSE

this damn thief is annoying me

she's living in damn same house

i don't know how to fucking confront her

she keeps on stealing my friends money

bit by bit its going to b a lot

it has been three times she took her money

all of us have been telling her to do this and to do that..

but she still keeps on taking her money.

we don't know what else to do

the last option is to catch her red hande

But we dunno how anymore.

were going to tear her into pieces if its the last thing we'll do

p/s: another problem is that, why the thief took her money cause she'd the kind of careless person.she's also a blurry kinda person.she sometimes will sit alone and dream by herself.what the hell she's dreaming of i just don't know.And she would like but her valuables things everywhere.So dats her..So people,if u guys have any ideas how to catch the thief..do comment me and tell us how..

CNY holiday trip to Kuala Lumpur

My supporting dad

My loving mom

Credit to my sister 'Safynaz'

He's too hungry to that he could eat the whole tree ^_*

terrified over the camera man. DAmn we were 'caught in action'

Getting a little crazy

at Pagoh's RnR

we had loads of fun when we went to Kuala Lumpur , at Kuala Lumpur and When returning from Kuala Lumpur..huhuhu..wants to go again soon ^_^

The Moment

Amir Rommani

He's my first boyfriend that i really ever loved for the first time ever. He may be looked like a average Malay guy but he's not. He is actually an Arabic guy from Saudi Arabia. He can't even speak Malay Language. We actually know each other for the first time is in Facebook. We talked like normal friends at first. We make jokes sometimes. Until the first time i met him was at Singgah Selalu near Danga Bay there. This is how it starts. On i think on the (24th January 2010) i think, my sister and her friends went out to hang. She said that after we hangout togather with her friends, she wanted to go to Singgah Selalu because a few of her arabic students wanted to buy us dinner. So it was ok and then i followed. After about a few hours hanging, it was the time to meet her students. So ok, when we were almost arrive there, i asked her who is the students that is coming. She said that it was Mujtba, Azoo and Amir. I was like, "ya...ok..." and then after a half second she said their name's, i was like repeating Amir's name over and over again. I said to her "Amir?? which Amir Kaz?? Which Amir??". So i said was it the Facebook Amir, is he the one that look like Malay but he actually is not. And then she replied, "yes..he's the one..why??". And i go "OMG!! I don't want to go!! I would better stay in this car". After 5 minutes in the car, i stepped out. But i was damn nervous. i felt like running. I kept thinking what am i afraid of. He's only a friend. So we went to the table.Azoo and Mujtba was there. But Amir wasn't.i was like fewww. Then my sister ask them where's Amir.At first i thought he was not coming. Them Azoo said that he's going to be a little bit late.Damn it.I was almost thanking God if he wasn't coming. Then every minute of every seconds i became more and more nervous.I was thinking about how am i going to react when he arrive.I was thinking of keeping myself silent or just keep on avoiding him when he came to the table, like for example going to the toilet every 10 minutes or just run away (kept laughing when thinking of it). So, there he comes. I was shocked and silent to see him. I looked at his face as soon as he came in, then i kept looking down. They were talking but i kept myself silent. I dint say a word. Then Mutjba goes "Safynaz, why isn't your sister saying or talking anything??". My face was turning red then. Then my sis goes, "Ya.You guys should make her talk.Ask her questions.Amir,why don't you ask her questions??". So, then Amir start asking me questions,but i couldn't even get a chance to answer them because everytime he ask me questions,he kept aswering the questions that he asked by himself. He goes "I know. I know".Thats why i din't talk. Its not that i don't want to(laughing). But i din't also have a chance to talk to him cause he kept on answering his phone calls and he was barely at the table. But i after meeting him, i keep on feeling something that is impossible. I kept of thinking of him everytime. I was like liking him in someway somehow. THen al of a sudden a text message that was forward to me from my sister from Mujtba. It says that 'Is ur sister Izni likes Amir? Cz since Amir arrive she was shy'. Then my sis ask me what should she answer. I asked her to answer yes. Then she forward me some more texts saying 'Ok..i will try my best to tell Amir and ask him many things..Dont worry..'.So ok, right after all of those things happened,it was time to go home.Amir insisted to send us home.So it was ok. The moment we stepped in his car, the car smells damn great.I cant stop sucking the air that i breath when i was in his car. I set at the bask, next to Azoo and Mujtba annd my sister was sitting beside Amir. I cant stop looking at Amir when he was driving. I don't know why. I just cant get my eyes off him.hehe.then the turned on the song thai liked, really really liked which was 'With you' by Chris Brown. Then the day ends.

The next day, i accidently saw my sister chatting with Mujtba. They were talking about me and Amir yesterday.He said that Amir seemed to likes me too.And he said that he can see me liking him. I was blushed. Then i was talking to Mujtba,he was telling me how Amir felt and How i liked Amir and many more that i just can't say here. Then my sister goes like "izni, why dont say thanks to Amir or something in Facebook.Lets see how it goes".I was like ok,i'll give it a try but i'm not hoping for anything. I said 'emm..Hye Amir. Thanks for giving us a ride home yesterday.And your car smelled great yesterday'. then after a few hours he replied. He replied 'Wow..did this all happened when i wasn't here??izni sorry i was late.i maybe fell a sleep while thinking of someone (: and u are always welcomed.And izni, the car smelled great because u were in it (:'. MY heart was like melting when he said that. Then the conversation becomes deeper and deeper when he gives his phone number to me.heheh..

p/s: sorry people,i just cant tell anything more than this..hehe..but i'll give new updates soon.....