Perfect Nightmare

i admire you and your girlfriend

this guy is so sweet.i love to read his and her post everytime.terharu sometime.i could see how in love they are.
shouting to the world saying that his girlfriend is the best.
so sweet :)

wanted to but never before

have you ever feel needed by someone so much (?)
have you ever feel so loved by someone (?)
have you ever feel if you are so important to someone (?)
have you ever wish someone would say he/she would never let you go(?)
have you ever hear you are the only one for him/her (?)
does he/she ever appreciated what you give or get (?)
did you ever feel like he/she always makes your world goes round (?)
do you ever wish that he would shout to the world that your the best(?)


the thing is.i've never feel all of this.still hoping.

funny stuff

LOL.look at wat technology does to us.hahha.very funny
;)

my idol hair

damn i love her hair (!) ;)

HARRY POTTER 7

the movie was ok.but a bit boring for the first part.
i cant wait for the second part to come.i wanna watch with him.
man (!) being with him today was the happiest moments of my life.watching him and looking at him making my heart melt.i wish that the movie dint end so fast because i want to hold you longer.felt like not wanting to let you go LOL.thanks sayang for today.you make me happy. I LOVE YOU SAYANG (!)forever and always.
=')

things you need to know about me

things you need to know (!)

1. i am who i am
2. i love to dressup
3. u may see me like im ok.but i may be broken inside
4. im a caring person if you get to know me better
5. im easily bruised
6. i like to keep my problems to myself
7. i like shopping.
8. i LOVE sweet things as i have SWEET TOOTH lol =)
9. dont really like arguments or fights (!)
10. i'll always be true to the person i LOVE
    
11. im an internet freak.i could be infront of the computer FACEBOOKING, YM, BLOGGING all nite long without any sleep ;D
    
12. sometimes easy to become JEALOUS of something
13. i LOVE to make friends
    
14. i have my own past that hurts me too.it SUCK's (!)
15. i fight for my rites (!)
16. i HATE....... CLUBBERS, DRINKERS , CHEATERS, LIERS, BIKERS, FUCKERS and JERKS (!)
17. i love the fact of being in love with someone
18. i believe in LOVE
19. i believe love after Marriage
20. i love CATS and other animals
21. I LOVE TO DREAM (!)
22. im a person who dont really like to disturb other people's PRIVACY
23. i Love my FAMILY. FRIENDs. BOYFRIEND =)
24. i like to laugh at peoples jokes.i love to laugh.

ps: if you dont like the way i am so *Bugger OFF (!)

WEBCAM CRAZIES

i had the most fun ever.they make me smile ;)

WHO YOU ARE

my list

1. end my jelousy

2. be serious but not too serious

3. no flirting

4. learn to trust him

5. love him more

6. give more attention

7. throw way the feeling of doubt

8. concentrate on making him happy

9. never stop ANNOYING him lol

10.believe

=.='

What i've done (?)

now i guess im known as the girlfriend who makes things even worst.

i guess i am.

HAPPY

Its Not Too Late

So Big

Love it-----> 0_0'

I dont Need

fyi.i dont need your money,your jewels, your rings or gifts.the only thing i need is YOU.i dont need anything else.i just want to know that you'll always be there for me.and i just wanna know that you will always LOVE me.and accept me for who i am.i just want you to be happy when you are with me.and i want YOU to know,there's never a minute or second i've stopped thinking bout you.i always think bout you.

TUESDAY's =)

tuesday.it was the best day i ever had coz i get to be with you.i love being with you.i love everything you do.i always felt PROUD holding your hands even when people r staring. FUCK THEM.LOL but i wasn't that happy to some of the things i see.you brought a friend of yours, and your friend brought a girl which wasn't his actual girlfriend. i wasnt happy to see it.cheating?come on.i guess you just knew the girl,but..already holding hands after that?i disagree.and when i ask you who is she to him,and you go I DONT KNOW.and you we're laughing coz u think what he's doing is funny.but I DONT THINK SO.i wanted to say it but i cant.but after what i saw maybe had made me a little bit scared and wondering if...wondering if you would do the same thing behind my back without me knowing?and do you feel the same way how i felt for you?

its a relief I GUESS (!)

LOL.i finally say how i feel just now and it was a relief.

but i guess maybe he was rite also.i told him everything.

maybe not all but some of it.He said when he already starts to LOVE me and now im the one who's doubting him.i guess its my fault.i just think too much bout it.i have to learn how to trust him more.damn dat time i realize how much he loves me when he says that.damn im STUPID lol.now im going to change my negative feelings to positve.DAMN I LOVE YOU DORK (!) your the first and the last for me.No one else in my heart except for u SAYANG.i'll cherish u forever and always.i'll try to make better days out of it.ur ONE IN A MILLION. sorry again

=)

Rihanna part 2

GRENADE (!)

Day Two

2.Famous people that im compared to.

one of the famous people that i've been compared to is

Rihanna i guess.i think it because i have hair like her's.

hehe.i'm quite a big fan of Rihanna's style for crying out loud. :)

I also have the same red hair as her's but the color is fading

LOL because i use cheap brands heheh.

but its worth it tho ;)

Rihanna RAWKS (!)

Nightmares (!)

this bad dreams.this nightmare is starting to hunt me last night.

the dream i dreamed felt so real.i was so real that

i ran into tears.i couldn't wake up.i tried to wake up but i'm stuck.

i hate the dream.why i hate about the dream because there were u

in it.i dreamed that u left me.u said u cannot be with me.

and that i'm the reason that things happen to him.

and you said that to my face.my heart dropped and scattered into pieces.and i could feel it broken and scattered ever where.

it kills me inside.i can feel my own tears running down my face

as u said ur leaving me.even when i woke up,i'm still crying.

i'm damn scared you know(!) i don't want to risk anything to loose you.would you the same for me or am i doing this alone?

am the only one who's taking all the risk to save our relationship?

would you let me go?cause i dont want you to let me go.

i'm frightened to death rite now.

i dont want this nightmare to ever happen to me again.

OMG!

this feeling.again and again and again i feel.why wont it jus go away for GOD's sake.i hate it.i dont want this doubt.make it go away.

this feeling of anger, jealousy all mix togather.

sometimes i feel i wish i wasn't here rite now.

but im already here.and i have to bare with it

live with it.is this normal actually.having this kinda feeling?

i wonder.am i the only one who feels like this?

i tried not to care but it cant.

it still wants to stay there.

i hope it will go away soon.

Day One

1.The person i like and why i like that person

i like H.i couldn't say out his name so i just use his initials.if you people wants to know who he is then you have to figure it out yourself.the reason why i like that person is because he makes me laugh all the time.everything i like he likes.we almost like the same thing.the song i love is the songs he also likes to listen to.he's mentally crazy LOL.he loves photography.that is one of the things we have in common.he loves taking pictures:) we talk about the same thing.we share stories to gather.he's a good listener.he tried to make me happy when im feeling down.he's the same age as my age,but i feel like he's a big brother to me.H makes me feel good of myself ;) H is a cool person.H is a caring person. and i

LOL foolish cartoon's

;D

A year Without RAIN ;)

KISSING YOU ;)

LOL this is quite funny to me

;)

Room Wall

i will always remember them until i die

=')

Heart Vacancy

FUNNY+STUPID

Higher