AKU & DIA

 

i'm telling you our story from these pictures ;)

 we've been togather since 27 March 2012

He's the best thing i ever had <3

Muhammad Zulfakar bin Azali 

youknowwho

‎:: okay . listen . it seems like it is going the wrong way . So i guess i have come to a decision where i have to let you go no matter how much i like you . i'm tired waiting . waiting is wat kills me actually . i'm tired of hoping , coz hoping hurts me slowly when its a false hope . when you said you *sayang* me , do you really meant it or its just a word to you ? Coz i know myself , i really2 like you alot . not a little , but alot . the kind where i'll search for you if i don't see your face for a day . thinking bout you type of LIKE . LOL . im not obsessed . But i'm in love . thats all . Seeing you smile at me everyday makes my day . do u notice that ? i bet u dont . I don't even mind if your texting or calling the Z girl everyday . the tough of knowing that you like me is good enough for me . i dont even care if she likes you too . i even gave you two space . i even kene kutok by her, a friend satu dorm ngan dia, tapi i tak kesah , i din't brag bout it , i biarkan je . okay . i get it . i dint even care if you din't text me or call me . i know dat u have problems with your fone . i don't care . i sacrifice a lot . but u just don't notice . But the think is , the more i like you , the more it hurts me because i know i couldnt be close to you , so many things i have wished to with you . so many dreams i have dreamed about . But i guess those dreams , those wished will never come true . But atleast i have given a try by telling that i liked you and wishing that i could be more than just friends with you . But with your situation that ur facing rite now , i understand . i would never happen . And besides, its my last few months here in Bandar Penawar . i know i'm going to miss you , but i guess i have to leave early so that i wouldnt miss you alot . i know what if feels like being in your situation coz i've been there before . i know wat ur facing . looking at you is like looking at a MAN version of me . every good side there's also a bad side . i know how it feels like , when we're too busy taking care of others heart that sometimes we don't even notice our own hearts . we can't even take care of our own heart . i'm facing those things until now . i know what is like . rite now , i only wish you could let me enter your heart . let me take care of it . LET ME IN . But i guess that wouldn't happen . and btw, lately , i feel like you're different . you don't laugh , you barely talk to me . not even a text GOODNITE . and you wont't evem look at my face . maybe you are just tired . i understand . like i usually do say . I UNDERSTAND .So , i think i'll start not to have a crush on you anymore and i'll be me as usual again . i won't care anymore . i won't think bout you anymore . i won't even cry bout you anymore . But if you need me , i'll promise you , i'll always be here for as a friend when you need me . i love you *wishingcouldsayitrighttoyourface*

#i'mgoingcrazybuti'llbefine :)