I LOVE THEM ALL

I love my goofy crazy nerdy lame adorable cute stupid friends

me and Habsah

me and Ain

me and Bella

me and Eca Ahmad

me and Echa

this would be the first time

all of us went out togather

it was damn fun and awesome

we cant wait for our next PTPTN to come out

so that we could hangout togather more

^_*

up and down away

my head was about 50-50 thinking of going home and going to that stupid kesatria. i hate that damn activity. we've wasteed our holidays for not going home just because there this activity that only takes us about 2 hours to do it. thats why we couldn't go home. the activity that we have to do is that we have to climb to the fourth floor and go down using a rope. it was terrifying i tell u. it looks easy, but the thing is that it is damn hard and nerve recking. it took me about 5 minutes to let go of the railing to go down. the man incharge ask me to trust him. i've tried but i couldn't. hehe.. pitty that guy.cause i dint trust him. in the end i let my hands go and climb down. i've slipped a few times but i was ok. the people who was looking from below was screaming and and shouting and supporting me from doen there. then thank God with a blink of an eye, my feet was back on the ground ^_* . then it was my friends turn. while she was up there doing her thing, my fucking friend from below keep embarrassing her by saying that her butt is damn big over an over again hoping that i was agreeing with her but i did not. i gave her an imaginary slap on her face by saying that her butt is no different than hers and its not fucking good or cool embarrassing my friend or anyone infront of hundreds of people and how would she feel if i did the same thing to her. then she kept silent for awhile. i was little bit afraid also because she's the kind of person who always likes to fight back. sometimes me and my friends are tired of everyday acting that we liked her when we really dont like her.

thinking of deleting myspace

should or should i not delete myspace?

its a question dat i'm still thinking of the answer.

i want to delete it.

but there's too many memories.

the good and the bad days.

everything i shared and all the people i know.

One of the reason i wanted to delete is:

first- there's too many Malays

second- some of them have forgotten bout me ):

third- the guys are sometimes bitchy.most of them.

fourth- they are expecting too much

fifth- they don't last forever

THIEF AROUND THE HOUSE

this damn thief is annoying me

she's living in damn same house

i don't know how to fucking confront her

she keeps on stealing my friends money

bit by bit its going to b a lot

it has been three times she took her money

all of us have been telling her to do this and to do that..

but she still keeps on taking her money.

we don't know what else to do

the last option is to catch her red hande

But we dunno how anymore.

were going to tear her into pieces if its the last thing we'll do

p/s: another problem is that, why the thief took her money cause she'd the kind of careless person.she's also a blurry kinda person.she sometimes will sit alone and dream by herself.what the hell she's dreaming of i just don't know.And she would like but her valuables things everywhere.So dats her..So people,if u guys have any ideas how to catch the thief..do comment me and tell us how..

CNY holiday trip to Kuala Lumpur

My supporting dad

My loving mom

Credit to my sister 'Safynaz'

He's too hungry to that he could eat the whole tree ^_*

terrified over the camera man. DAmn we were 'caught in action'

Getting a little crazy

at Pagoh's RnR

we had loads of fun when we went to Kuala Lumpur , at Kuala Lumpur and When returning from Kuala Lumpur..huhuhu..wants to go again soon ^_^

The Moment

Amir Rommani

He's my first boyfriend that i really ever loved for the first time ever. He may be looked like a average Malay guy but he's not. He is actually an Arabic guy from Saudi Arabia. He can't even speak Malay Language. We actually know each other for the first time is in Facebook. We talked like normal friends at first. We make jokes sometimes. Until the first time i met him was at Singgah Selalu near Danga Bay there. This is how it starts. On i think on the (24th January 2010) i think, my sister and her friends went out to hang. She said that after we hangout togather with her friends, she wanted to go to Singgah Selalu because a few of her arabic students wanted to buy us dinner. So it was ok and then i followed. After about a few hours hanging, it was the time to meet her students. So ok, when we were almost arrive there, i asked her who is the students that is coming. She said that it was Mujtba, Azoo and Amir. I was like, "ya...ok..." and then after a half second she said their name's, i was like repeating Amir's name over and over again. I said to her "Amir?? which Amir Kaz?? Which Amir??". So i said was it the Facebook Amir, is he the one that look like Malay but he actually is not. And then she replied, "yes..he's the one..why??". And i go "OMG!! I don't want to go!! I would better stay in this car". After 5 minutes in the car, i stepped out. But i was damn nervous. i felt like running. I kept thinking what am i afraid of. He's only a friend. So we went to the table.Azoo and Mujtba was there. But Amir wasn't.i was like fewww. Then my sister ask them where's Amir.At first i thought he was not coming. Them Azoo said that he's going to be a little bit late.Damn it.I was almost thanking God if he wasn't coming. Then every minute of every seconds i became more and more nervous.I was thinking about how am i going to react when he arrive.I was thinking of keeping myself silent or just keep on avoiding him when he came to the table, like for example going to the toilet every 10 minutes or just run away (kept laughing when thinking of it). So, there he comes. I was shocked and silent to see him. I looked at his face as soon as he came in, then i kept looking down. They were talking but i kept myself silent. I dint say a word. Then Mutjba goes "Safynaz, why isn't your sister saying or talking anything??". My face was turning red then. Then my sis goes, "Ya.You guys should make her talk.Ask her questions.Amir,why don't you ask her questions??". So, then Amir start asking me questions,but i couldn't even get a chance to answer them because everytime he ask me questions,he kept aswering the questions that he asked by himself. He goes "I know. I know".Thats why i din't talk. Its not that i don't want to(laughing). But i din't also have a chance to talk to him cause he kept on answering his phone calls and he was barely at the table. But i after meeting him, i keep on feeling something that is impossible. I kept of thinking of him everytime. I was like liking him in someway somehow. THen al of a sudden a text message that was forward to me from my sister from Mujtba. It says that 'Is ur sister Izni likes Amir? Cz since Amir arrive she was shy'. Then my sis ask me what should she answer. I asked her to answer yes. Then she forward me some more texts saying 'Ok..i will try my best to tell Amir and ask him many things..Dont worry..'.So ok, right after all of those things happened,it was time to go home.Amir insisted to send us home.So it was ok. The moment we stepped in his car, the car smells damn great.I cant stop sucking the air that i breath when i was in his car. I set at the bask, next to Azoo and Mujtba annd my sister was sitting beside Amir. I cant stop looking at Amir when he was driving. I don't know why. I just cant get my eyes off him.hehe.then the turned on the song thai liked, really really liked which was 'With you' by Chris Brown. Then the day ends.

The next day, i accidently saw my sister chatting with Mujtba. They were talking about me and Amir yesterday.He said that Amir seemed to likes me too.And he said that he can see me liking him. I was blushed. Then i was talking to Mujtba,he was telling me how Amir felt and How i liked Amir and many more that i just can't say here. Then my sister goes like "izni, why dont say thanks to Amir or something in Facebook.Lets see how it goes".I was like ok,i'll give it a try but i'm not hoping for anything. I said 'emm..Hye Amir. Thanks for giving us a ride home yesterday.And your car smelled great yesterday'. then after a few hours he replied. He replied 'Wow..did this all happened when i wasn't here??izni sorry i was late.i maybe fell a sleep while thinking of someone (: and u are always welcomed.And izni, the car smelled great because u were in it (:'. MY heart was like melting when he said that. Then the conversation becomes deeper and deeper when he gives his phone number to me.heheh..

p/s: sorry people,i just cant tell anything more than this..hehe..but i'll give new updates soon.....