Damn i want to own this phone since i was in Australia.Its hard to find this phone
<3

alliwanttodoistotradethislifetosomethingnew

from now on.starting today.im going to holding on to what i have already.i'll try to leave the moment and go with the flow.i just want to e happy rite now.explore new things.learn new things.i dont care anymore.i wanna have fun with my life.i want to be like before.i'm not saying im changing myself.i want to be better.i want to forget the past and leave it behind.people say i cant.but i'll show and prove that i can.no more sad feelings.no more stupid stuffs.LOL.hell yeah im gonna live my life.who cares.haha.im just gonna smile.no more crying.no more moody because of love.the day is still young.there is full of things ahead of me.

p/s: i still love you sayang.no matter what you do or say.your my dork.i wont leave you.i promise <3

howboutwhatifeel

After listening all of this.i was fine.i know that your sad.but what bout my feelings?Do you care bout mine?Do you care about how i feel when you say all those things to me.I sometimes wish u dint tell me all those things.but ur the one who makes me wonder.u kept on saying that somethings bothering you.i asked because i'm worried.but God i wish i dint not know anything rite now.i wish i could turn back time.what hurts me the most is when you said that u dont love me anymore.im so confused rite now.i should be mad towards you.but i cant.i love you too much.maybe what a friend of mine told me is rite.maybe.Maybe because of the age difference makes us different.maybe your just starting to know the world.Everything is new to you.And like you said.you needed attention.You need love.you need someone to love you.some to show that she cares bout you.doesnt everything i give to you enough?i give you love.care.attention.i tried to make you feel better when your down.i tried to be close to you.i helped you.i accepted you with all my heart.isn't it enough?can't you see it?what more should i do?how can i show that i care all about you when i do care.i care bout you more than the things i care bout.can you see it?you think it doesn't hurts me when you need attentions from others rather than me.im your girlfriend for GOD sake!shouldn't it be the one you need most.im confuse.i know that we're human.we're easily fall for another person.lagi-lagi when we're young.its ok.i still can handle it.i still can take everything.but sometimes i wonder,am i important to you ever?what if.......

hemakesupmyday (love you)

OMG! i was so damn nervous. lagi-lagi bila keluar dengan dia.LOL. excited but nervous.weird huh??haha.He keeps on asking me to chill but i am chilling actually. he wanted to bring me out on a date at City Square watching movies and hangout. He brought his friend along. It was cool. He's cool. thank GOD his friend knows how to get along. Cause i have had it with people who brings their friends and don't know how to get along. LOL. i remember when my friend asked me out and she brought a friend, the friend was so damn quite. he din't say a thing or a word. he supposed to hangout with my friend and me but instedt, he went different ways. its like he's the one who's going out with himself. and ya i din't have any fun LOL. well, back to my fairytale.hehe. so went out with him, at first we wanted to watch 'GOING THE DISTANCE', but went he asked his friend wat he wanted to watch and he said lets watch 'RESIDENT EVIL' and i was cool with it. i pun tak mahu his friend tertidur dalam wayang watching that love story LOL.haha.so ok. i sat beside him. and his friend infront of us. you guys couldn't imagine how i felt being beside him. i can't stop looking at him. everytime he looks at me i pretended like i wasn't looking at him.heheh. i wanted to hold his hands but i couldn't.i din't have the guts to do it LOL. the movie had me shocked a few times for GODs sakes. every time i terkejot he kept on laughing LOL. then when the movie was over i was relieved.damn relieved.penat always terkejot sahaja.while we were walking out from the cinema, he suddenly grabbed my hands. i was like, OMG!, my heart was like wanting to jump around. the feeling of excited, happy, crazy and everything LOL. i couldn't believe it.i was so happy. damn happy. seeing him makes me smile everyday. i really wished that the day i spent with him din't end.but eventually he has to go home early, and my mom cant stop calling asking me when i'm going to go home. he hold my hand and walked with me towards the taxi stand. living him at letting his hands go was the hardest. how i which i could kiss him goodbye. my heart dropped when i have to leave him to get back home. how i wish his house or my house were side by side. well, what i'm trying to say is that HE MAKES UP MY DAY and it was AWESOME. thanks SAYANG. i'm glad to have u. AND I WILL LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER

The reason i LOVE my BOYFRIEND

Here's a list of why i love my Boyfriend:

1. He's very cute from what i see
2. He's funny
3. He takes such good care of me
4. He's strong in himself
5. He makes my heart melt
6. He listens to me
7. He never forgets me
8. He's fun
9. He likes to do things or say things that makes me happy and laugh
10. he's a dork too.haha
11. He's a great person to talk with
12. Never ending conversations
13. He makes me feel special

And one of the reasons i LOVE my BOYFRIEND is:

He's AWESOME!!!

H a p p y E i d M u b a r a k

i would like to wish all of the facebook and myspace users , all the muslim people that i know SELAMAT HARI RAYA to u all. if i had ever make any mistakes to you all please forgive me and insyaAllah i will also forgive you all.0-0 haha.i really love you all especially my boyfriend, my friends (habsah, aishah ahmad, ain, eny, bella, aisah parman, arina, yati, syafiqah johari, shida, iylia) and other friends in College and outside college. i would like to put my ten fingers and put them all togather just to say i'm sorry. to my cousin's i really love u and missed u a lot. u guys are everything to me. To arwah nenek and datuk, if u can hear me, this tears keep on falling down my chicks just wishing i could see your face once again and hug u. i really miss you. i did never get to chance to see you one last time. so i every night i would pray and hoping that Allah would hear my prayers.Forgive all my sins. SELAMAT HARI RAYA nenek and atok. i Miss u. So, all the people out there, ENJOY your RAYA. Happy Eid Mubarak.

p/s: leave me some duit Raya LOL

Sayonara

Life without u is making me better.i know it hurts but i got to let it go.i'm tired of thinking bout u every second of everyday, everywhere i go reminds me of u. But i'm going to overcome it now. Its going to end tonight. I look up to the sky, i know the world is mine, i knew it all my life, i made it. I use to treat my path, the life i'm living now, i know that there's no doubt. I made it. So its not hard for me to move on without you. I'm Happy.