Have u ever feel that,when u see someone you like being with another person?to me it hurts.But what can is say right.I could just only see annd be happy for them.Maybe we are npt ment to be.I've wrote about this special someone before in this blog.I said that i liked him but its hard for me to express my feelings out to that one person.Now,i just have to let it all go.I have to forget him.I have to stop thinking about him.Everytime i hear that Yuna song "Oh Bulan" i would get sad coz that is the song that he sang to me.U're gonna remember me but i have to stop remembering you.It hurts me everytime i think of you.even tho i moved on,it's still hard to walk away.i make myself think that i can move on but i can't.I wish you the best.I dont care who you choose,i'm still happy for you.Someday i'm gonna find my true love maybe.When?I really don't know.My heart that had been opened for you before have been closed.I have to let you go even tho i don't want to.How i wish you can read my feelings when you see me.HOw i wish you know how much i Love you.My love for you have starting to fade away.Its starting to close.Its hard to have feelings for someone.Maybe i'm just imagening all of this by my own.How would i know if he like me back?hahaha.How stupid am i imagening all of these.(crying).I maybe jealous to see you with that girl,but i could only watch without doing anything.its sad to see,but what could i do?I could just watch with a huge scratch and a whole in my heart.I want to bee in love.I want to feel to be in love.I want to feel the hands that would wipe off my tears that are drooling from my eyes.I want the person who could love me for me.Not for someone else.i want to feel the hands that fits between my fingers.Do that guy exist?Is he here.(thinking and blur).On the other hand,i'm also scared.I'm scard if the person for me is cheating,just playing.What happen if we fight on some small stupid things?and the worst thing,What would happen if one of us decided to breakup or people say clash nowadays?
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